Witty Bubbly Nerdy

Goodbye and Thank You

2009-03-01T21:07:00.004+08:00

Over the span of a year and half, this blog has grown into a well developed and respectable blog. Hitting more than a hundred hits per day, this blog was very much able to send a message throughout the global cyberspace.

To every beginning there has to be an end, although it saddens both me and Sabrina, we have decided that this blog will no longer be updated. We will no longer write here. Do not misconstrue this message, there is nothing wrong with Sabrina and I, but rather we have found that having responsibilities especially work and all has caused both of us to have only a limited amount of time to write.

This blog has given us so many bitter and sweet memories and as tribute to those memories, this blog will be left here to wither slowly, in hopes that others who have just found this blog will find its contents helpful.

We might write in a new blog in the future but not in the closest amount of time. No more writings or ramblings here from both me nor Sabrina and we hope that everyone pursuing their own writing activities will have as much fun as both of us had sharing our stories and ideas with the world.

I have shared my words....

Sabrina has shared her very interesting perspective in life....

So to all our readers, we bid all of your farewell and we would like to thank you for all your support over the years.

Yours truly

Sabrina and Hanafee
Summer and Seth
Bubbly and Nerdy

Saying Thank You

2009-02-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

During one of my Masters class one of my lecturers pulled me aside and asked me as a favor, to write a short paragraph welcoming the new English literature students for next semester. I was so excited, an honour given to very few people, and the fact that they thought of asking me to do it, well just made things even more amazing. Then i realized that i had to get on it. To try it quickly, then, i realized, i havent written anything insanely provocative or even remotely "literary" in a very long time. (Yes in the blog too)

And it kinda freaked me out. I was scared, what if it wasnt good enough. What if when the lecturer or the new students read and their reaction was simply "Thats the best a Lit Degree holder can do?"

so here it, Im posting it here first before i send it in, hopefully to all readers, regardless of whether you come here often or not.. i wish... no I HOPE you will give me feedback on this paragraph. In desperate need of help and any comments from all of you will be appreciated.

.............................................................

fellow students,

Welcome to first and foremost to the School of Literature, Language, and Linguistics Studies. I was asked to write this short paragraph to welcome all of you to the beginning of a new journey. It is impossible to put into a paragraph what the three years in UKM has given me and what it will offer you. But to give you a sneak preview what lies ahead, you only need to look around for the older wiser faces. I dare say that everyone in the SOLLs regardless of their contribution will play an important part in your education. Whether its the uncle who comes half an hour early to class to set up the audio visual aid for effective learning, whether it is the slightly older aunty who keeps reminding you to register for something, or even that enthusiastic lecturer who speaks so passionately about how individuals can affect an education system, the Shakespeare lecturer who is not afraid to dance, the Post-Colonial lecturer who always has a knack of making you feel inadequate one second and then makes you feel like you can take on the world in another, or that lecturer who just seems to fall head over heels for Salman Khan. I once stood and looked at the SOLLs building from a far and being half way through my degree, there was to a certain extent a feeling of nostalgia, stopping for a minute to think back about the older generations which have walked the path i am walking and the path you will walk. Literature students are naturally born to be outspoken, to voice opinion when need arises, the ELS are known for their attention for detail and their vast ability to be calculative and passionate at the same time, and the linguistics are the sole warrior in world of English, our last testament that Bahasa Malaysia is as important or maybe even more important as any. What you will learn in the next three years will not only be about how to be a good student, but how to be an individual with value. An individual with value. So having said that, i would like to congratulate all of you for getting here to SOLLs and I wish you good luck for future undertakings. It will not be easy, but I promise you, everything will be worth it.

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This is the speech and i hope everyone can let me know as soon as you read this, :) thanks people.

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When lil brother falls sick...

2009-02-22T09:57:00.000+08:00

Danial falls sick. Fever.
His temperature is high enough it makes him uncomfortable.
He puked twice.

I was panicked a bit because I didn't know where to start.
I was blur for minutes.
Today is Sunday and Mom is at the mosque, from morning till noon.
Dad is not around, he's out, helping his friend with computer problem.

I wondered if the temperature would "cook" his brain, causing permanent damage.
Hmmph, me and my complicated mind.

Being me, I turned to Google.
I googled "How to care for a sick child"

So while waiting for my parents to be home....
I put damp towel on my brother's forehead.
Took off his clothing though the room is not hot.
I covered him with thin cloth.
And I let him sleep.

He's sleeping now and here I am blogging about it.
*smiles*

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Terasa Hati...

2009-02-18T22:32:00.006+08:00

(maksud negatif)
1. Terasa hati = terluka perasaan = terguris hati = makan dalam = kecik hati

(maksud positif)
2. Terasa hati = menyentuh kalbu = mengusik jiwa = hati syahdu = besar hati

Topik kali ini akan menyentuh berkenaan definisi pertama. =)

Bagaimana kita boleh terasa hati? Selalunya...(tetapi tidak terhad kpd...)
-Apabila kena marah kaw kaw.
-Apabila kena perli cili padi.
-Apabila kena tegur cara yg tak best .
-Apabila kena pulau.

Apakah yg perlu atau boleh kita lakukan apabila kita terasa hati??
Ada banyak pilihan...boleh pilih satu atau lebih... =)

1. Berdiam diri bagi tujuan muhasabah diri mengadap illahi.
2. Berdiam diri kerana bijak dan tidak mahu bertindak seperti orang bodoh.
3. Berdiam diri bagi mengumpul kekuatan untuk membalas dendam.
4. Melatah dan terus emo-emo tak tentu pasal bikin kacau kepala org lain.
5. Mengadu kepada orang lain untuk mendapat sokongan padu dan membina kroni.
6. Berjumpa sendiri dgn orang yg melukakan hati dan settle secara baik hati ke hati.
7. Menenangkan diri dgn menulis blog mcm ni contohnya. (hahahhaha)
8. Buat tak kisah...buat dono...

Jadi...lu pilih lah sendiri!!

Setiap pilihan ada baik buruk... tapi ikut logik akal, pilihan 1, 2 dan 6 lebih mendatangkan keuntungan dan keamanan.

Terasa hati selalunya berlaku di kalangan keluarga dan kawan kawan.
Di tempat kerja, tempat belajar malah toilet pun ada!!
Kadang kadang dgn stranger pun boleh terasa hati gak. Haih...

Setakat ni aku tak pernah terasa hati yg teruk ngan sesapa lagi kot...
Entahlah, kalau ada pun maybe dah tak ingat..kira aku halalkan lah.

Kepada sesiapa yg pernah terasa hati dgn aku and rasa cam tak settle lagi, tak puas hati lagi, sila kemukakannya di ruangan komen okay. *senyum*

Marilah kita berbaik!! *mendepakan tangan cam nak peluk tapi tak peluk*

Peace!!! *tunjuk dua jari*

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How Wildlife celebrate V-day.

2009-02-15T09:27:00.006+08:00

They take a walk together on the ice cube..

they kiss in the aquarium or deep blue sea...

they stay close and float on the pond...

they share sweet moment on the rock...

They fly....high....in the sky...
And this is my favorite.
They just simply cuddle with each other.

Mulut singa singa atas ni mcm senyum kan?
Because they are happy!!!!!

Aren't they cute???
*smiles*

If you wanna see more pictures of wildlife couples..
go here.

Wildlife Couples.

Have a good bubbly Sunday all!!!!

Love,

Valentine’s Day "Facts" are Actually Fiction

2009-02-13T22:28:00.004+08:00

I found out from my friend's boyfriend's blog that Valentine's Day "Facts" are actually fiction.
To read about it, you can click at the blue link and it will bring you to his site.

Reading his writing makes me think...
"A'ah ek...why aku tak google lebih mendalam dari dulu??"

But well...That is so us kan, sometimes when it comes to religion thingy or any other subjects...
We just accept every info without checking or referring to domain expert first.
We just follow everything secara taklid buta.

Anyway, kudos to him for finding out that Valentine’s Day "Facts" are Actually Fiction.
But personally, I don't give a damn about Valentine's Day "Facts".

Nak sambut, sambut. Tapi biarlah bersederhana.
Tak nak sambut, sudah. At least duit jimat tak payah beli coklat bunga mahal2 semua.

kan? kan?

p/s: Damn, i'm like sort of promoting his site kan?? He better thank me!! hahaha. like he knows about WBN jer. Ceh.

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Valentine's Gift

2009-02-13T21:43:00.007+08:00

Dear Witty Seth,

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
I might not sound that excited on the phone,
because I was a bit shocked.
It was unexpected.
But trust me, I am so happy!!

XoXo Bubbly,

Fee gave me an invisible gift. It's too abstract I don't know how to show you. But all i can tell is...

A better man. That, is a gift. For me. *smiles*

Asal Usul Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T08:00:00.008+08:00

Ignore the post title.
The reason I put it is just to get attention in google.
Hahahahha

Valentine's day is tomorrow wei....
I am gonna be working on that day.
*sad face*

Actually Seth wanted to come
but I was the one yang mengade-ngade told him...
"Eh, takpelah...."
My bad.
*sad face again*

We don't really celebrate it.
In fact, we never celebrated it.
Did we?
Haih.
Lupa maaaa....
*stops writing and checks archive*

Ok. we sort of like celebrated it but we didn't!!!
We just didn't wanna be alone on that day. hehehe
Here's the proof.
Last year entry about V-day.

This year Seth and Summer are gonna be alone on V-day.
Wutevalah kan~
Eleh...tak heran...Aku dah sambut hari kasih-sayang everyday lah!
=P

And I wish and hope no girl comes to him this year with a ring plus a promise to wait till 26yrs old. ( This is a sarcastic remark ok)
Nah, i think she's not reading WBN anymore.
But wuteva~
=P

Alright!
For those yg celebrate, may you be happy and bubbly!!

For those yg tak celebrate or being far apart with loved one..
Don't be sad k??
Sebab apa yang penting adalah.....
Ingatan selalu dan cinta sejati yg lahir dari hati.
Chewah!!!
Hahahhahha

Love,

Good/Evil, Teach/Learn, Me/You

2009-02-09T13:28:00.004+08:00

HEY, LOOK!!!!

So, do you realize something about the pictures??

*smiles*

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Accurate breakdown of a laugh

2009-02-09T12:21:00.005+08:00

Ha - Not Funny At All

Hah - Sort of Funny

Haha - Just Humorous

Hahah - Funny but not "LOL"

Hahaha - Genuinely Funny

Hahahah - "LOL"

Hahahaha - Very Funny

Hahahahah - Mockingly Funny

Hahahahahahhahahhaha - Gelak hell

Other types of laughs are:

Hihi~ Hehe~ Huhu~ Herh~
He~ Ahaks~ Muahaha~
Hemoh hemoh hemoh

p/s: Ada sesiapa nak tolong beri definition? =P

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Seth's mean girlfriend

2009-02-08T17:19:00.003+08:00

sidenote: I love you. Hug me. DAMN YOU!!

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Poem

2009-01-29T16:54:00.003+08:00

Throw my life away

Just so that you will stay

Give up everything I know

Because I refuse to let you go

No matter how dark it may be tomorrow

I’m drunk of all the sorrow that I’ve learned to swallow

As I stare into miles of open space

I stop looking at life like it’s a race

I slow down my steps I slow down my pace

And the let the dim sky light bless my face

As every step you take away

Far away from that place I stood

I dream no other day than today

If I could paint today I would

but I can’t,

I’m no artist with canvas so I can’t,

I’m no writer I’m no author so I can’t,

Throw my life

Just so you will stay

Right beside me I wish you would lay

Today… forever plus a day…

p/s - I know its kinda cliched that a rose was chosen as a pic.. but sometimes typical is the best way to go hehe

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Motor, Teman Serumah & Rokok

2009-01-23T09:21:00.003+08:00

Motor.

Aku tengok orang orang yang bawa motor ni, kadang kadang menakutkan.

Main selit selit je dia tepi lori, tepi kereta, depan lori, depan kereta. Kalau silap langkah boleh free free je kena langgar. Ish.

Moon, ko esok dah boleh bawak motor, berhati hati ketika menyelit ok. Sila berhemah ok.

Satu lagi, aku tak boleh tengok orang tua bawak motor. Aku rasa kasihan. Mcm sedih.
Orang tua tak patut bawak motor bagi aku.
Sebab nanti kalau cuaca terik then pengsan masa tgh bawak motor, cenggane?

Kawan kawan semua, kalau boleh, jgn naik motor. Dan jgn benarkan ayah atok pakwe atau adik adik anda naik motor.

Sila berhati-hati ketika menaiki motor.

Bahaya. Sayangilah keluarga.

p/s: Bengang betul kalau Seth naik motor or bonceng motor dgn kawan.

Teman Serumah.

Ciri-ciri teman serumah yang baik adalah:

Tolong rakan memasak di dapur. Bukan buat dek jer… Apa kau ingat kau ni puteri or putera raja ke nak suruh orang tolong masakkan? Dah la ko pun nak makan sekali.

Menjaga kekemasan dan kebersihan rumah agar sedap mata memandang. Bukan main campak je seluar, kain, tudung, dan beg sesuka hati, Gantung air bungkus kat memane sampai berhari hari. Haih. Teruk betul. Anak siapalah tu…tu baru rumah sewa, rumah menumpang, belum rumah sendiri lagi tu. Ish ish.

“Go dutch” bila tiba waktu beli barangan rumah nak masak. Takkanlah kawan ko yg dapat elaun sikit nak bayar semua?!! Amboi amboi, banyak hodoh muka lu? Tak reti reti ke nak hulur duit, share duit beli barang rumah? Haih.

Duplicate kunci sendiri dan jaga kunci tu bebaik. Kalau kunci hilang, sila ringankan mulut pergi pinjam kunci kawan and duplicate sendiri ok? Jangan ngada-ngada nak suruh kawan ko balik cepat. Siapa suruh tak jaga kunci rumah bebaik kan? Salah sendiri la kan. =P

Bergotong-royong membersihkan rumah, mencuci bilik air. Kalau tak nak cuci, tak nak tolong, sila berambus!!
Tidak sesuka hati mengalihkan barang-barang tuan rumah. Amboi, anda tidak guna akalkah? Itu bukan rumah mak bapak pakcik makcik anda ok?

Tidak sesuka hati menggunakan kuasa veto dalam membuat keputusan. Jika orang yg ada hak dalam membuat keputusan kata “NO”, it means “NO” ok? Which part of bahasa melayu or bahasa inggeris that u don’t understand?

p/s: Jika anda tidak suka ciri-ciri di atas, sila cari rumah sewa sendiri and berambus cepat ok? Jangan pijak kepala orang yang baik hati, nescaya anda akan mendapat kesusahan di kemudian hari.

Rokok

Pagi pagi je polan si polan hisap rokok.
Aku duk sebelah, terkena asap rokok. Terkena asap rokok tak kesah lah kan..
Tapi paling geram bila asap rokok tu masuk hidung aku!!! Haish!!!!

Aku ni dah la kering. Hirup pulak udara yang tak segar. *sedih*

Bagi menjaga kesihatan Seth, Summer bertekad, segala peralatan yang dijumpai yang bersangkut paut dengan rokok akan dimusnahkan dan dibuang. Tidak kira mahal macam mana sekali pun. Tidak kira di hadapan kawan kawan atau keluarga sekalipun. Pedulik apa aku!!!

Kita kaum perempuan kena tegas!! Kena ambil tindakan drastik!!

p/:s Seronok rendam rokok Seth dalam air. Lepas ni nak buang Zippo pulak.

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Happy Birthday Seth!!!

2009-01-17T11:53:00.003+08:00

Maghrib semalam menandakan sudah masuknya umur Seth ke 24tahun.

Hari ini 17 Januari ,
Summer berada di Serdang.

*smiles*

Happy Birthday Abang!!

Gambar di atas itu cuba teka siapa buat?
Summer!!!
Hehe.
Buat dalam pejabat, pagi Jumaat, semalam.

Oklah. Mahu beronggeng! Da~

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Boycott

2009-01-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

Over the past few days, many if not most have been talking about this idea of boycott or refusal to participate. An economic boycott was sanctioned by the Malaysian government in order to send a strong message of disagreeing with the Gaza conflict. Israel has been seen as the culprit and deemed to be the "bully" between that conflict and thus a boycott on items related to israel has been put into motion. Oh and a few minutes ago i just got a message stating that McDonalds and Starbucks are going to contribute their whole month of income ( January) towards the Israeli cause.

Over the past few days as well a few things have popped into mind regarding this matter for me. A student in one of my classes when prompted questioned: "Will it work?" (if youre wondering why an English lecturer would be talking about the conflict, its because language needs an issue.)

I stared silently into the crowd, remembering the many disputes and debates i have had with myself, my countless monologue while i commute to work.

It has always been my contention and a known fact that boycotts (1) work only in the long run (2) it is a accumulation of individual right.

When confronted with the question of boycott these two things sprung to mind. Because firstly, the conflict in Gaza has been going on for almost 60 years, some might claim even longer and there are facts to support that. And in this 60 years we have decided to begin our boycott in an era where most of our citizens have grown accustomed to the things they are asking us to boycott. I read somewhere the internet were founded by jews and so was the pentium. So to boycott israel means to not buy computers??? you figure it out.

You see boycott is a self choice. If people think that cant live without McDonalds for example, it would be hard for him or her to participate in the boycott (this is rhetorically of course). So it should be left up to personal choice. If choosing between a supposedly (israel tea) and Sabah Tea fo instance, then the better choice (assuming of course youre participating in the boycott) would be to buy the Sabah Tea. But not to the extent of throwing away your computer because the intel chip was founded by people who are supporting Israel.

The two kinds of boycott would fall under the necessity and the luxury. For example, eat local food instead of a chain store like KFC or McDonalds, drink Sabah Tea instead of Lipton or Boh (these are just examples i dont know whether they are israel based) using mustika ratu lotion instead of johnson and johnson. Yes some would argue the quality differs and that is why i leave it personal choice. If you think you cannot live without johnson and johnson lotion then dont try. Youre boycott should not in anyway put you in a discomfort. More admirable are those who allow themselves to be rid of certain or all luxuries in life which could contribute to the Isreali cause but lets be realistic, I dont think all could do so.

Which brings me to another point. Why have we chose to implement this now? If we had started 40 years ago our generation today would not have grown dependant on household names such as Johnson and Johnson, Seba, Pampers and such. But no, we decide now to do so.

Will it work? will people really stop buying for sure???

No..... people wont. So confounded are people with their current status quo that most would simply brush this idea of or give a lame excuse such as, "the neighboring countries of palestine dont give a damn so why should we?"

I see the glass as half full... so even though our so called boycott might not work because of the dependancy on foreign products, it is still a statement that we do not condone israeli violence. That we are against it and we want the UN to stand and be counted at this moment of despair. It is in this time of conflict the UN should prevail and understand that Isrealis are the bullies and even though vengeance has grown deeper and darker and even more bitter over the span of 60 years, it is time we intervene and stop the violence.

I once read an article telling this story of an Israeli soldier. Where he said three of his friends were out on patrol and during that patrol they taken/abducted and killed and heads were stuck to a stick displayed for all the israel soldiers to see. Then he went on to tell the story of how israel soldiers were being mocked by children on the border and as the kids (aged probably around 8-12) threw rocks and cursed at the israelis, the faces of their fallen comrades come into their faces and these soldiers start shooting at the children. Putting round after round into these young bodies because they were angry. In the story he said...

"I have forgotten the cause of this war, it has been so long ago that i do not remember how everything started in the first place... but as look upon the bodies of a Palestinian child bloodied guilt swarmed over me, this young body will never understand life anymore and we have taken its life..... I have forgotten the cause of this war... but even if i remember... i do not think it is worth... what ever the cause maybe... too much blood has been spilt..."

As a muslim im with my Palestinian brothers. My Muslim brothers, their suffering is mine and if we sit idly by, we are as much as guilty as the israelis who are killing innocent children. Churchill said For evil to prevail all good men have to do is nothing. So at the very least, I emphatize with my Muslim brothers.

as a human being, i do not believe any man was built to withstand guilt of killing an innocent child. And if Isrel continues its horrendous assault on the innoecent victims that now lay waste at 900 bodies, they are losing the spiritual war. They are losing themselves. They are losing the battle to remain.... Human. I do not know this for sure... but i hope that they do feel guilt of the innocent lives they have massacred because if they have no guilt... then this war will carry on until both nations lay in ruins.

One of my friends asked me.... "Do you understand this war hanafee?"

To be honest, i understand and i do not understand this war. I understand that basic need to keep what is sacred to you in your lineage. The battle for jerusalem. The battle to retain what is sacred. But what i do not understand, is why both these sides would allow innocent casualties. Why dont the Hamas move to an area further away from the civilians instead of continuing with this militant hiding in the society tactic, and why does israel continue to attack without acknowledging that innocent lives are dying. Would they prefer to kill innocent lives just to win this war?? would both the hamas and the israelis prefer to let all innocent people die before finally killing each other???

This post started with just a brief explaantion regarding this idea of boycott and this is the extension and extent of this issue. This is one war no one will win.

For the closing I take the words of the Turkish general in the Movie Kingdom of Heaven. Jerusalem -- It is everything, and nothing.

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Doa Qunut Nazilah

2009-01-11T15:54:00.009+08:00

Ketika kita sibuk merancang bagaimana untuk mengakhiri tahun 2008..
Umat Islam di Gaza, Palestin mengakhiri 2008 dengan
Darah, Peluru, Bom....
2009 mereka bermula dengan
Kematian, Jeritan, Tangisan & Kekejaman...

*diam*

mereka menangis menjerit hilang mak ayah abang adik..
aku senyum ketawa sibuk rancang nak shopping apa..
hmm..
teruk betul.

India kena bom,
Indonesia kena bom,
Thailand kena bom,

Malaysia??

*diam*

Ya Allah, lindungilah negara aku ni...

I stumbled upon this one doa while reading online about Israel & Palestin:

Doa Qunut Nazilah.
Ia adalah sebahagian sunnah Rasulullah saw
tatkala menghadapi situasi yang menghimpit ummat ISLAM.

Mari kita hulurkan bantuan doa kepada saudara saudara seagama kita di Palestin.
Sesungguhnya Doa adalah senjata utama bagi orang-orang yang Beriman.

Maksudnya:

Wahai Tuhan kami,
sesungguhnya kami letakkan Engkau di batang leher musuh-musuh kami,
kami jadikan-Mu sebagai pendinding (kepada musuh-musuh) kami,
dan kami berlindung dengan-Mu daripada kejahatan mereka.

Wahai Tuhan kami,
binasakanlah kesempurnaan mereka,
dan pecah-belahkanlah jemaah mereka,
dan gagapkanlah perkataan mereka,
goyahkanlah pendirian mereka,
dan hantarkanlah anjing-anjing ke atas mereka dari anjing-anjing Mu,

Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Gagah Perkasa,
Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Berani,
Wahai Tuhan Yang bersifat Murka,
Ya ALLAH, Ya ALLAH, Ya ALLAH.
Tuhan yang menurunkan Kitab (al-Quran),
Tuhan yang menjalankan awan,
dan Tuhan yang menghancurkan tentera al-Ahzab,

Hancurkanlah mereka, dan bantulah kami ke atas mereka,
Amin. Amin. Amin Ya Rabbal A’lamiin..

Apa itu Qunut Nazilah?

Qunut Nazilah adalah do'a qunut ketika musibah atau kesulitan menimpa kaum Muslimin, seperti peperangan, terbunuhnya kaum Muslimin atau diserangnya kaum Muslimin oleh orang-orang kafir.

Tujuan Qunut Nazilah?
Mendo'akan kebaikan atau kemenangan bagi kaum Mukminin
dan mendo'akan kecelakaan atau kekalahan, kehancuran dan kebinasaan bagi orang-orang kafir, Musyrikin dan selainnya yang memerangi kaum Muslimin.

Hukum dan Cara melakukannya?
Qunut Nazilah ini hukumnya sunnat,
dilakukan sesudah ruku’ di raka'at terakhir pada solat wajib lima waktu berjemaah
dan hal ini dilakukan oleh Imam.

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Smiling Heart

2009-01-06T22:32:00.005+08:00

New Year comes and goes.
Some people celebrate it some people don’t.
Seth and I didn’t celebrate it this time as we were far apart.
Plus, unlike KL, there’s no off day for Jan 1st in Johor, which means I had to work.
But that was ok….

Because…. *senyum muka semut*

Seth came over to Pasir Gudang on the second day of 2009!!! Hehe.
We had to settle something in Johor, that’s why he had to come over.

And I thank God for having awesome parents.
They let me spend my weekend with Seth~
Beyond curfew. Weeee~

So apa lagi. Kami pun beronggeng sakan lah!
We didn’t even go to JB.
We just hopped from one Tesco to another Tesco, including one mall.
We watched movies. 3 movies.
We bought babies gifts for my neighbors and sent Shuwa’s watch to be fixed.
We treated ourselves with yummy food.
And shopping tak hingat dunia!! =D

*smiles*

I love having Seth around.
I love watching him helping my dad.
I love seeing him eating mom's cooking.
I love the way he treats my siblings.

Sometimes I’m so selfish I don’t want to share him.
But I also know I cannot always be around
It makes me sad.

Hmm…
Maintaining a long distance relationship is hard.
Comes the different arguments, insecurities and disagreements,
it’s going to be harder.
It needs a lot of efforts from both sides to make it works.

BUT

Having a great boyfriend makes every effort seems so...easy...
Seth is so amazing he could handle me at my worst he deserves me at my best.
He’s my secret-keeper, my hot chocolate, my glow giver, my diabolic angel.
(I keep on using those words, ain't I?) =)
I hope and pray that God let and make Hanafee and Sabrina spend another 70 years together….till Heaven. (Ni kalau lebih 40 org sebut baca dalam hati, termakbul ni. hehe. mudah-mudahan...)
-amen-

p/s: Hey orang tua, I love the smell of your Dunhill Fresh and thank you for the Envy Me.

*smiles*

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Happy New Year.

2009-01-01T00:37:00.003+08:00

As soon as Summer messaged me telling me to write the WBN New Year post. The first thing that came to mine was reading what my dad wrote on the first of January 1997 in his journal. He stopped writing on the 24th of July that same year and he passed away a month later. I have always used what he wrote in that book that day to start my new years and i think its time i shared it with the whole of WBN readers. So from Summer and Seth. Happy New Years, may the coming year prove to be better than those we have lived so far, and may the passing year go without any regrets. By the way, Im glad because i have spent the last two years with the best person you can ever share a year with.... i hope i get to share even more specials years with Summer. I love you Sayang. Happy New Years.

With a new year comes a new page to write in
A new light which can shine
a new moment to be great in
a new hope for new angels
a new second to start
a new moment to re-think death and living
a new moment to think of life
a new beginning to a new story
an only love to keep loving
a new fear to face
a new obstacle to overcome

With a new year comes a new page to add in the book of your life
With a new year comes
a chance to start over.....

Written by Dr. Abdul Rahman bin Juman

So for everyone.

Happy New Year.

From Seth (Hanafee) & Summer (Sabrina)

AND

FAMILY

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Sime Darby Engineering

2008-12-29T18:50:00.010+08:00

Entri kali ini berbentuk gambar-gambar.

Sudah 2 minggu kita menjalani latihan industri,
Tak dapat nak describe the experience in Sime Darby dengan kata-kata...
huhu.

So...let the pictures do the job!
Jom tengok!!
*winks*

Our (Shura & Me) first MOQ-16 meeting with Project Director and Engineers.
*MOQ = Maersk Oil Qatar

Ini adalah pemandangan site dari ofis aras tiga.
Yang besar tu bukan bangunan tau.
Itu adalah "BE Platform".
Salah satu product SDE untuk client-nya.

[the picture here has been removed by the author due to safety issue. haha]
Orang lelaki pergi sembahyang Jumaat,
kita orang perempuan bergambar ye. Hehe.

Safety First. =)

Mari masuk ke site!
Yang belakang tu adalah En. Rafiee @ Zikir, our Material Coordinator.

Bende alah ni kalau tumbang ke bumi, jalan boleh merekah.
Seram jugak lalu bawah dia.. huhu.

Terasa macam Civil/Mechi Engineer pulak. Eceh eceh! hehe.

Ini adalah BG Platform dari dekat.

Ini pulak "BE Platform" dari dekat.

Laluan lumpur sanggup ku redahi. Ahahaha. Poyo.
Serious. Kotor jeans. Huhu.

Structures.

Platform yg ada color hijau itu
adalah product (Bunga Orkid -BOA) yang telah siap.
BOA sedang dalam persediaan untuk dihantar ke Vietnam, kot.
Kalau tak silap.

Candid by Shura. Macam bebetul Engineer ek? Hehe.

Sub-con sedang bersungguh-sungguh membina tangga!
Pergh... hari dah la panas dan terik. Hebat mereka ni!

Aku sedang ambil gambar BOA yang sedang sail away...

Sekian.
Nantikan gambar-gambar yang lebih menarik dari Ashura.
^_^

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Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1430

2008-12-29T16:17:00.003+08:00

Salam Maal Hijrah to all!
Especially to Muslimin Muslimat.

It's the 1st day of the Muslim New Year,
the new 'book' is opened, and the old one is closed
so people said.

Will we change, remain the same or become better?

May the year ahead be a prosperous one
filled with Khair, Barakah,
Rahmah, Happiness, Health,
Wealth, Success, Love and Peace
InsyaAllah.

Please forgive us if we have said or done anything wrong
knowingly or unknowingly.

Hanafee & Sabrina
1 Muharram 1430 Hijrah

YOUTH '09

2008-12-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Malaysia's Largest Youth Lifestyle Festival!

Ha...siapa di KL itu..bolehlah pergi beramai-ramai ye..
Rombongan Cik Kiah or Rombongan Pjoy dan kawan-kawannya ke...
hehehehe.

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Freedom Pt. 4

2008-12-21T17:07:00.004+08:00

The James Morrison "You Make it Real" music played on my desktop, as i watch closely at the lyrics and their meaning. The symbolism and the metaphors. Slowly i closed my eyes wishing i could finish the article that i never thought id write. The covers on my bed were ruffled as i stood at the window looking across the edge of the window over looking the lake. For a moment i stood static relishing the beauty the of the freshly cleaned air distilled by the rain.

I leaned forward against my window with my elbows on the window sill, my cigarette in one hand seems to still retain its taste. For some, it offers that security that no matter what happens, it will never change. The bitter taste will always be there, seclusion and solitude of not sharing something that taste so vivid and alive with anyone. Your own personal cigarette. I glanced over my shoulder looking at my bed again, so enticed to continue that dream i was having. I exhaled disappointed with myself. Letting myself down again for the umpteenth time.

I looked again towards the laying lake in front of me focusing the pleasant serene holy passion of a real view in front of. The sound of piano music wakes me from my serene view as i realized that my handphone was ringing.

"Hello, Huzir speaking..." I said, sundays arent really good days for me.
"Zir, this is me....." A trailing shivering voice, familiar. But not familiar enough for me to recognize.
"Who is this again?" I asked trying to be polite, not wanting to offend.
"Its me... Faizal..."
"Zal... oh my god its been ages since i heard from you..." Happy for a moment...
"Zir... we'll catch up later... i need your help... Im in trouble... big trouble.." I sway away from my estaticness for a moment to realize it was panic in his voice.

I hung up the phone and quickly ran out the house picking up my car keys on the living room table and rushed to my car. I got into my car with these visions in my head of the kinds of problems he might be facing.... My head wandered to the past.

Sitting together by the beach with a fire behind us, and two of our closest friends sleeping in the back on the mat in open air. Sipping the bottled drinks in our hands gently listening to the waves crushing against the beach. Under the moon lit beach we both sat looking out into the ocean. We were 17, it was a trip we didnt plan, eating whatever we could find and staying away from home for the next 5 days. I sat there cigarette in hand with my bottle half buried in sand. He lit up a cigarette.

"You know sometimes when i think about the four of us...." He said suddenly as i turned to listen.
"Sometimes i get scared, i get scared that one day, we might never be like this anymore, we might forget just how much we mean to each other. We might stop remembering the bloods we've spilled to protect each other, the tears we've cried for each other... the stories we stop telling people because we get old and forget... forgettting us...."
"Thats never gonna happen... you know that..." I said trying to sound sure. But in truth, i wasnt.
"How do you know?" He said huffing a cloud of smoke from his mouth.
"Coz we're too stupid to live by ourselves. We're gonna always need each other. I mean look at those idiots sleeping, i mean come on. If your gonna sleep in public in open space the least you could do is not show the world what you've got hiding in your pants" I said jokingly as we both turned and laughed at Farid's erection.

We stopped and kept smoking.

"Zir... I want you to remember something... No matter what happens... no matter how long we lose contact from each other... i want you to know that you can find me anytime... if you need my help.... you my brother... youre not just a friend... youre my brother...."

I looked at him smiled and nodded. Faizal was that kind of friend. The older brother you went to for advice. He might not have had his life together but he gave good advice and all three of us looked up to him.

"Zal... no matter how far apart we grow from each other.... i will always be this guy you had a drink and a cig with... i will always be you friend...."

It has been 5 years since i heard from him and i still remembered that promise. The promise we made again the next day after the other two idiots were awake. We took an oath at dawn to the moon and the sun that nothing would ever broke part our friendship. Im honoring it now.

You forget that often at times you are tested by the terms and rules and conditions the world and fate has set for you. But somehow, that night on that beach, the morning we all promised, we all wanted it. We all wanted to tied by the burden of an oath so true that we live it today. That we would drop everything else we were doing just because they asked us to. Just because we knew we had to. Just because we knew we wanted to. Just because we promised to do so.

This is when all that happened in the past mattered, the stories, the drinks, the laughs, the over-running feel of familiarity. Today though, together embroidered with those feelings were nerves, fear and wonder. Will we all be the same when we finally meet? Will we all be able to look at each other, and still remember that a not so long time ago, we could have died for each other. That not so long ago, we defied others so we could be, Ourselves. Forever the lords of our own fate, and the fate of three others we so solemly promised.

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Cyberspace Tombstone

2008-12-21T06:15:00.002+08:00

Looking at the horizon,
Endless field of words,
A sea of idioms,
A star-lit sky of stories,
Unhinged and unchanged by time....

Often more than not you go back,
to see whether the wound has completely healed,
Whether the words you had misspelled anonymously,
can no longer hurt,

You're surprised not by the changing times and tide,
but how static your words are,
how they've seemed to make a home there,
somewhere,
everywhere,

A simple moment of trying to re-write,
re-trace,
The simple idiotic mind that you were in when you wrote it,
you hid it,
not wanting others to find out,
why hide in cyberspace?

If words could hurt,
mine would kill,
yours could just kill....
a reminder of the past that haunts us,
the past that might kill me,

So i lay,
looking at my own tombstone,
engraved on another mans words,
but on the stone of my death,
the stories you wrote,
is my ending,
so let me hide mine,
in my own way of forever unknown,
backing from the throne that was once mine.

Because your final words,
were my cyberspace tombstone.

p/s - Okay.. for literature enthusiasts!!! I challenge all of you.. what does this poem mean????? hahahahhaha

and p/s - Couldnt find the picture for this post... a tombstone seems so gloomy

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Internship

2008-12-16T21:04:00.003+08:00

15 December 2008
Internship started.

How was my first day? - Ok
And second day? - Good
Details? - Will be updated by Shuwa.
Hehe.

Lots of info for the first day
I had to squeeze my eyes and mind to remember key words
and colleagues' names.
*Smiles*

Oh, we are assigned to Commissioning Department,
under Database Section
which means we will play with databases a lot!!
Aja aja fighting!!!

Alright.
Night night.
Need to sleep early.
Need to wake up early.

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Freedom Pt 3

2008-12-09T20:04:00.003+08:00

The cold breeze woke me from my deep sleep. Realizing I was still on the bus without any idea where i was. Since I had no idea where i was, i decided to fall back to sleep. Then suddenly i was overwhelmed by a strong scent. I tried hard to figure out where the scent came from. Tilting my head downward a bit, I realized it came from my shirt. The smell of something familiar.

It had been years since i had smelt that scent. Slowly i whiffed my shirt again, as tears began rolling down my cheeks. I closed my eyes and flashes of it played in my head, like memories from an old movie. Frame by frame of laughing, tears of joy, the laughter, the screaming in joy and agony and defeat. The stinging feeling of defeat.

Four brothers huddled around an old carrom board, with their mother sitting on the sofa. Its odd isnt it, that smile your mother has when she sees all her children together having fun. Its, indescribable. I dont think any civilization was able to come up with a word for it. No adjectives, no pro-nouns, and you can only understand it by looking at that smile.

The four brothers. Different yet alike. Unique in their own little way and the same in that cliched manner. They were the stuff of legends filled with humility. The story that would fill the empty pages of history for tomorrow.

"Zir, what are you thinking about?" My mother startled me.
"You off dreaming about that princess of yours?" my oldest brother intervenes as always.
"Scared shes gonna run off with another guy?" Youngest brother toying with my all so familiar insecurities.
"Probably left this loser already" My witty second older brother as they all burst out laughing.

I smiled, meaningful, so true that my family detect that my thoughts were more important than jokes as they held their breath for my explanation.

"I was thinking, how this feels a lot like.... a lot like home...." They all looked at me as my mother rubbed my hair and kissed my forehead and as my brother looked at each other. Realizing the important idea i had just brought up.

Home is not where you sleep every night, its where you come home to remember the past, live in the present and hope for a better tomorrow. Home is where you are reminded just how important family is, because despite every argument and contradictions, nothing is more important than those who sits with you, and enjoys that same feeling with you. A home is where its okay to be an idiot and have people around to laugh with you about it. A home is a bunch of people eating the same food together. A home is where your mom is... well at least most of the time. More importantly, a home is only a home when you feel like its home. If the people in it and around it make it feel like home. Home is not having to understand what has changed or how are things different. Home is when you look at your brothers and mother and think... This feels like home.

p/s - Happy Eidil Adha my brothers, our time was brief but it made me remember how amazingly like home we felt finally.....

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read part one here
read part two here

Twilight & Selamat Pagi Cinta

2008-12-03T14:24:00.003+08:00

TWILIGHT BEST !!!
3 stars for movie.
It's full of awkwardness but it also makes u stay till the end.
4 stars for all the vampires in the movie.
All vampires (both good and evil) are like so sooo COOL...
and 5 stars for EDWARD CULLEN character!!!!!
Damn!
A protective boyfriend is HOT.
Trust me.
Coz I have one.
=P

Dukacita ingin dimaklumkan bahawa
walaupun dibintangi pelakon-pelakon yang hebat
Filem Selamat Pagi Cinta
TAK BEST
SANGAT
AMAT
MENGECEWAKAN

Anda akan tak sabar nak keluar dari panggung wayang.
Sedih.
Salah siapa ni?
Pelakon atau skrip atau pengarah?

Kesimpulannya,
Sabrina dan Hanafee akan menonton filem melayu di panggung
hanya jika filem itu dari
Yasmin Ahmad
dan
Kabir Bhatia

Sekian.

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Pengorbanan Seorang Perempuan

2008-12-01T13:20:00.005+08:00

bangun tidur
sapu lantai bilik
mop lantai bilik
sapu lantai bilik kali ke-2 (bile lantai dah kering)
cuci toilet bilik
buang sampah bilik
letak plastik sampah yang baru
dah habis kemas bilik
boleh mandi dengan senang hati

Pergh... ni baru satu bilik kecik...
belum bilik besar lagi...
belum masuk bilik-bilik lain lagi...
belum masuk toilet-toilet lain lagi...
belum kira ruang tamu lagi...
belum kira dapur lagi...
belum kira halaman rumah lagi...

kalau rumah kecik.. macam senang, ye tak??

belum rumah besar lagi..
belum rumah besar 2 tingkat lagi..
kalau orang tu rumah 3 tingkat cenggane??!!

haih...

patutlah orang-orang kaya ada pembantu rumah..
patutlah surirumah yg takde pembantu rumah mengadu kepenatan..
kemas rumah lagi...
kene jaga anak anak lagi...
masak lagi...
jaga kecantikan diri supaya suami senang hati lagi...
itu kalau isteri duk rumah tak bekerja..

kalau bekerja???

haih...

patutlah kadang-kadang perempuan terlepas pandang bab-bab kebersihan rumah...bab anak..bab masak..bab kecantikan diri.
sebab banyak benda nak kene fikir, nak kena urus.

patutlah emak bising kalau cawan dah minum letak bersepah..
patutlah ibu bising kalau bilik tak kemas..
patutlah mama bising kalau sampah tak buang...
patutlah mommy bising kalau habuk rokok merata-rata
patutlah abah senyap je bila mak bebel sebab dia pun buat bende salah yang sama macam anak dia... hahahha
patutlah mak sedih bila anak anak tak dengar kata... =(

sebab....mengemas itu penat okay??!!!
sebab jadi surirumah itu penat okay??
sebab jadi perempuan itu leceh okay??

apa?? saya comot?? sapa suh saya fikir macam macam??

baiklah.
awak uruskan rumah sendiri.
awak uruskan makan pakai awak sendiri.
awak uruskan perangai akhlak anak anak.
awak uruskan kewangan keluarga.
awak uruskan bil bil semua.

saya boleh relax.
saya boleh buat rambut. saya boleh buat kuku. saya boleh buat duit.
peduli apa saya kalau rumah terumbang ambing, anak anak nakal.
yg penting, isteri cantik, awak bangga.
pastu lelaki lain bawak lari
awak mahu itu?

*senyum*

hehe. maaf. entri ini sebenarnya pasal kebersihan. termasuk hal rumah tangga pulak. hahahhahaha.

macam sudah kahwin pulak.
*gelak hell lagi*

kesimpulannya,
marilah menghargai pengorbanan ibu, emak, mama, ummi, mommy
marilah menghargai pengorbanan isteri

marilah menjaga kebersihan.

*kenyit mata*

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Oh Taman Rinting !

2008-11-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

Hati aku ni meronta-ronta nak pulang ke rumah. Aku rindu semua orang di rumah. Aku rindu segala macam benda di rumah. Bau, bunyi, suasana, makanan, pemandangan - aku rindu.

Biarlah rumah itu kecil, terhimpit, lama. Biarlah kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang. Tapi kebahagiaan, keselesaan, ketenangan - itu ada.

Tapi aku sekarang ini sedang menaip di sebuah apartment ada jaga, ada kolam renang, ada tasik, ada mall. Aku senyum, aku ketawa, kamu fikir aku tenang, aku bahagia??

Tidak. Aku ini tidak tenteram, amat! Yang aku dengar setiap saat adalah pekikan kereta motor, ngauman lori, jeritan kereta api. Yang aku lihat setiap hari adalah pandangan yang menghampakan.

Di rumah sebenar aku boleh dengar suara ngaji budak-budak kecil, alunan azan bila tiba waktu, gelak ketawa anak istimewa, bebelan emak, gurauan adik. Bohong kalau aku kata bunyi kereta motor lori itu tidak ada. Ada, tapi tidaklah sebising macam yang aku sedang dengar ni.

Aku tidak sabar mahu balik rumah.
Dalam kebisingan bandar ni aku sebenarnya sunyi.
Orang orang dalam rumah ni pergi kerja awal pagi,
Aku nak buat apa lepas tu nanti?
Jangan sebut internet.
Sebab itu sudah basi.

Hah.
Sekarang aku tau kenapa aku tidak tenang dan sunyi
Aku ni mmg suka buat kesimpulan sudut agama campur duniawi
Sebab utama adalah aku berdosa pada Ilahi
Sekian. Terima kasih sebab sudi habis baca sampai perenggan ni.

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Happy 2nd Anniversary =)

2008-11-17T18:23:00.006+08:00

Amaran awal: Entri Jiwang. Siapa tak suka. Sila berhenti baca sekarang. =P

Bear & Chocolates to me from him. Love Coupons to him from me.

Sudah baca tajuk?
Jadi, umum sedia maklum bahawa

Hari ini adalah ulang tahun ke-2
Sabrina & Hanafee

*senyum*

tadi telefon mak:

"mak, hari ini anniversary akak dgn fee yg ke-2!!"
"ye ke? Eleh... belum ikat bebetul lagi dah nak kira anniversary"
"eleh... biarlah kitorang nak kira dulu.. haha"
"mak dulu kawan ngan abah takde kira-kira pun tau..."
"tu lah.. sapa suh tak kira.."

*gelak*

Apa yang misteri ialah...
Bagaimana cinta bermula?

Apa yang mencabar adalah...
bagaimana mahu membuat cinta itu kekal.

Apa yang menarik dan magik adalah...
bila ia menjadi.

Korang yg membaca, doakan kami ek??

*senyum*

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Happy Birthday Jiji !!

2008-11-17T13:03:00.005+08:00

November 17

Happy Birthday Azidah!!!

roommate 2 tahun.
Tahun 2.
Tahun 4.

Tak nampak jiji online..
hmmph.
Ni mesti keluar celebrate dgn Apek ni.
hehe.

Semoga king kong berbahagia bersama gorila!!!

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Happy Birthday Mashe!!!

2008-11-14T08:53:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Mashe!!!

On your birthday lots of people are thinking of you.
I just wanted to let you know that I am one of them.
*winks*

Doa aku adalah...
Semoga kamu dan suami bahagia dunia akhirat sampai ke syurga!!
*smiles*

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Anda Bosan?

2008-11-08T14:45:00.003+08:00

The end of 7th semester is coming, while other students are busy with their finals exams, 4BCS students are busy with how-to-kill-the-time-while-waiting-for-final-year-project-results.

Yeap. We don’t have final exams this semester. It’s a good thing and a bad thing.

Good because we don’t have to squeeze our minds remembering this and that, in other words, no stress.

Bad because those with final exams can go back home earlier than us. Cait!!! But we, we are not allowed to go back till we submit the final hard-covered thesis.

The problem is we cannot send it to be hard-covered till we got our fyp’s results.
And the results cannot be announced till lecturers involved sit in a meeting for “permurnian markah” next week.

Sabarlah kawan-kawan,
Aku tau kamu, kamu, kamu semua dah bosan gila baban.
Oleh itu, mari… mari semua buat kraf-tangan
Atau keluar jalan jalan cari makan.

Hmmph.

Happy Birthday Nana!!

2008-11-08T09:00:00.003+08:00

Today is Nana's birthday.
Nana was my roommates for 4 sems
which means 2 years.
First year.
Third year.

Alright. No speech.
Since I've written everything on the card.
Hand-made card.
*grins*

Happy Birthday again, babe!

Topeng topeng

2008-11-03T22:50:00.005+08:00

Dia,

buat kau hairan,
buat kau tak keruan,

buat kau sedih,
buat kau ketagih,

buat kau gembira,
buat kau merana.

Dia yang sedang dalam kesedihan,
kerisauan,
tapi gelak sakan,
dengan kawan kawan.

Kenapa?
Tak percaya?
Apa kau tak pernah, memakai topeng macam dia?

Hiriskanlah kata kata
sampai dia terdera.
Hati dia sudah kebal,
sudah biasa.

Beautiful Word Clouds

2008-11-02T12:43:00.004+08:00

I present you my
Word Clouds!!!!

Nak Jugak????

Klik-lah sini.

WORDLE

Selamat Mencuba~!!

Writer (Poem)

2008-11-01T20:26:00.005+08:00

I felt like writing,
but my head was filled with nothing,
I wanted to tell you a story about guns a blazing,
i couldnt find the right words so a sentence i could string.

I fear for my ability to write,
im scared it might die and my life will never take flight,
I fear that one day i might stop making sense,
because tomorrow is another day i get moe dense,

I fear i cant stop for a while to smell and see the good things all around,
in sunshines and rains and the road outward bound,
I fear to not live life as i have,
or at least not write about living life as i have.

I fear that of which people cannot comprehend,
when the best things in life i cannot apprehend,
I drink the sovereign drink of beauty and love,
yet im only drunk on hate and nothingness,

the hangover though is a piece of yesterday i wish i could re-live,
and the regret is that i cannot hide the feelings i have,

yet i wake again tomorrow,
for same life i believe will bring me sorrow,
because tomorrow..... maybe ill die and no one will be drowned in sorrow....

Good Luck

2008-10-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

Today, 30th of October 2008, is the day my Sweet Sabrina Summer is going to present the work shes been doing for the past 6 months.

She is scared and she is nervous.

I hope she'll read this before she presents.

I wanna tell you Good Luck!!! but good luck has nothing to do with anything.

You deserve the best because you have tried your hardest and you have tried your best. You already have an A in my book. Now is the time to let go and enjoy this once in a lifetime experience. Go show people how good you really. Just how amazingly talented and wonderful you are.

Tapi for the sake of tradition......

SAYANG!!!!!!!!
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like over 100 and 150 years old

2008-10-27T13:24:00.005+08:00

Bergambar ketika majlis hari raya universiti konon-konon 100 tahun dulu...
Siap ber vespa lagi.

Poster konon konon100 tahun yang dulu... yang konon kononnya nak letak kat pintu bilik

Mcm cool kan?

Aku convert gambar gambar di atas kat laman web bawah ni.

http://labs.wanokoto.jp/olds

Sekian.

Talk to Me

2008-10-25T19:20:00.006+08:00

Please click the sentence below.

A man picks up a phone to find there's already someone waiting to talk.

I just want to talk to you...
Give me a sign,
Let me know you are there...

I really need you...
All I can do is sit here and wait for you to pick up the phone..

Alright alright,
Call me when you are ready to talk..

End.

Can u feel her?

2008-10-24T22:47:00.001+08:00

Picture by Audrey Kawasaki.

Perang Poster

2008-10-24T01:15:00.006+08:00

Semua orang tunjuk poster.
Haish.

Nah.

Ini poster projek sarjana muda aku.
Poster ini Seth yg tolong buatkan.

*senyum*

Dia tidak menggunakan Photoshop.

Kamu.
Terima kasih ya.

*senyum lagi*

p/s: Siapa curik design poster ni tanpa kebenaran aku, siaplah!!
*gelak hell*

A short story

2008-10-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

AS placed his slit wrist on the floor, blood began to spill forming this puddle on the floor slow building and getting bigger. As his skin slowly starts to lose color. He looks to the ceiling with tears welling in his eyes and he keeps looking.

The average person bleeds to death in less than 5 minutes. If by 5 minutes you do not get medical help there is a big possibility that death is imminent. First you slowly, you start feeling cold. Blood warms you and when they start oozing out of you you begin to lose that warmth. Then your fingers go numb. You wont be able to feel them. Theoretically, you move them still hoping you can feel them but evidently it will be useless. Then your legs go cold and numb.

Then suddenly, you feel a strong thumping sound on your chest, you think that you just realized your heart beating, when in actuality, your heart is starting to beat stronger, because your heart just realized that blood supply is getting weaker.

Your lips turn blue from red, your mouth turns bitter from the adrenaline, but not even adrenaline can save you this time, you close your eyes slowly and..... eternity ensues...

"As I lay with head against the wall,
As i lay and as i let death take me all,
i felt a feeling creeping in a crawl,
this pain is nothing compared to what you did... nothing at all"

p/s Getting things out of my system... who will care????

A New Perspective

2008-10-18T05:40:00.003+08:00

There have been number of times in class during my University days (God i make sound so long ago) that i have been asked to look at something from a different perspective. In all honesty i have never found difficulty doing so. Being employed now and having stricter rules applied on such a free-driven soul feels like I have a new set of chains slapped on my wrists and a metal collar around my neck strangling the air out of me. The air of idealisticness... the air of a utopia-like system.

Working these past few months i have realized that ideals account for nothing because everyone is so comfortable the way things are. No one wants new change even though the change might be good. Being employed has showed me that the working world wants us to be mediocre, to be not more and not less. The working world has told me that they need plain individuals to do nothing about the current status quo. But i refuse.

What lies beyond the horizon for me as i have found so many times in my past is the same question i have yet found the answer to. Dare to be different? or blend in? Average Joe or idealist extraordinaire? Mediocre or A foot above the rest? All my life i have always tried to pick the latter. Wanting to make a difference no matter what.

That road that i have taken has led me to numerous accounts of pain, disappointment and anguish. Sometimes even to the point of desperation to change the world accounts on what is today labeled as "the way things are"

Words that dim my heart and drowns my soul includes -

Why swim against the current?
Keep your head down...
Keep your thoughts to yourself...
Ignore it...

To name a few...

A lecturer of mine once said that "The generation you live in today, celebrates mediocrity. Their basic foundation is based on the fact that they need not the extraordinary, the great nor the amazing, what they need and want is silence and obedience. There will be a time in your life when you will find that the world beats you down, kicks you, until you admit that you are helpless..."

Its true, having only worked for a few months, most would say that I have no idea what i am talking about. But let it be... let me say this as a reminder to those share my ideals. To those who still believe that a small gesture might just change the world, a reminder for the idealist who needs hope to believe that there IS change beyond the horizon, not just another dead end world which we are all condemned to. A reminder to those who will come out swinging so they'll keep trying and keep swinging.

I refuse to bow down to the levels of mediocrity. I refuse to accept the mediocre world we live in today is all we have to look forward to. I refuse to believe that we cannot change it. I refuse to believe that ideals will only remain ideals.

I will keep my passion. I will keep my enthusiasm. I will take the punches and the kicks and ill keep on swinging. There is no point in living if im living to standards set by mediocre individuals in an effort to distort greatness. I know that one day, if i keep holding on, my generation will come to back me up. Individuals with my ideals will come and join me. Our numbers will grow and our voices will be heard. The generation of intellects that will put above all else the importance of holistic individual development. The generation of idealist so significant they measure to other idealist such as Socrates and Plato.

To those fighting the good fight, keep your spirit. Dont let the working world beat you down and sink you to mediocrity. Remember the words -

"We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same."

As our light dims, hold on to it, let shine even if slightly, and one day, when we find our place, we will be the beacon of light that guides souls to amazing-ness. One day we will all become stars that help navigate and guide way to something more. THE END

Harakiri

2008-10-17T18:14:00.003+08:00

Silence ensues...

"What if it happens again? What if....... i get hurt....... again?"
"It wont, Im sorry, it wont..."
"What if you cant?"
"I can... I'll do it..."
"If you cant.... I guess the picture tells all.....
its the only way to make the pain go away........
its the only way... i can keep honor..."

September & October Birthday Girls!!

2008-10-15T14:38:00.003+08:00

OCTOBER 15

Kick off ur shoes, take a break,
Crank the tunes,Dance & Shake,
light the candles, cut the cake .
Make today a day, that's simply Great!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHALEEN~!!!

OCTOBER 11

Dah wish kat skype,
kat wordpress pun dah,
so wish sini pulak!!
=D

Semoga berjaya di kerjaya nanti!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TASYA~!!!

SEPTEMBER 27

Dah wish kat plurk,
Kat wordpress tak pasti pulak,
Walaupun bulan lepas,
Aku nak include ko jugak!!
=D

Semoga kita berjaya dalam PSM2 and
together-gether we go to Sime Darby!!!
Wahhahaha.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHURA!!!

Blogging brothers

2008-10-12T21:13:00.003+08:00

I haven't had time to blog for some time now. Thank God summer always have time to update the blog even if to just promote free handbags (Thanks sweety)

The main reason i am writing this blog is because i want to welcome my youngest brother to the blogging world. He now has a blog!!!! A friendster blog but im sure he'll change to blogger or blogspot anytime soon. Anyway, i had always mentioned to him that he should blog, its a wonderful experience to be able to write and leave comments and let you opinions be heard and in truth he has some of the best ideas i have ever heard. I am as happy as a pigeon that he finally chose to pick up blogging and giving him a chance to have his voice heard.

A notice to my brother, Khairery Abdul Rahman, You will find many things in the blogging world where people would comment on your writing and some might even ridicule you... but dont listen to them... You write the way you wanna write, you write about what you wanna write... what matters most is that you are happy with how you write... if youre not happy then work harder write more and try more... You have greatness in you and you deserve every bit of greatness as long as you try for it... Keep writing brother... if you promise to keep writing i promise to keep reading!!!!!

Congratulations.

For everyone, my brothers blog can be found here at this URL

http://aire.blog.friendster.com/

Do drop by and leave him a comment, there is no greater pleasure in the blogging world than to welcome a new blogger with new ideas and profound writing skills.

Free Handbag!!!

2008-10-07T14:46:00.004+08:00

Handbag Planet is giving away FREE handbags!!!

There's absolutely no catch -
this means no shipping/handling fees or credit card required.
Yes, it's really that simple!

You just have to sign up HERE or go to this website http://www.handbagplanet.com/

and then select the bag you would likely to win.

Try-lah. No harm anyway.

Kalau dapat rezeki. Tak dapat tak rugi apa-apa. Hehe.

Good Luck!!!

Hilang...

2008-10-06T21:41:00.004+08:00

Diam.
Sunyi.
Sepi.

GOOD NEWS!!!!

2008-09-23T03:42:00.007+08:00

For those of you unfamiliar with allmalaysia.info well basically the website is what the name tells literally. It has basic information on Malaysia. Their latest section of AMBP (All Malaysian Blogs Project) is where they review the good blogs and recommend them to people. They usually find a lot of good blogs and they give an interesting write up or review about the blog. A few weeks ago, Summer drew my attention to the fact that we were the featured blog for the web at:

http://allmalaysia.info/ambp/editor/

And at that time i didnt think it was that big a deal because i had once been featured in blog directory which was fine. Little that i know that allmalaysia.info was part of The Star Newspaper project and now im hooked. The cool thing about it is that it has been the featured blog for almost a month now, we were featured on the 20th of August and I'm no mathematical genius but i think that qualifies for a month. So there it goes. Me and Summer were happy, the reprecussions???

Well basically our nuffnang analytics indicator has mentioned for various weeks now that our total of blog readers or at least people who come to the blog have reached an estimation of 1407 unique readers, averaging more than 200 readers per week. Summer is so excited and when shes excited that means i am too... yes people i know how pathetic that sounds huh!!...

Anyway... for who ever that has been putting us on the map.. me and summer would like to say thank you... and for those who just dropped by for the first time leave a comment on any post we'll get back to you for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks people!!!!!!!!

The paragraphs below is added by Summer (hehe):

To family and friends and even you stranger, thank you. thank you so much.

Nombor 1407 itu bukanlah jumlah yg mahu dibanggakan. Sebenarnya kami berdua tersangat excited sampai nak berkongsi kegembiraan dan ke-excited-an kami ni!!! hehehhehe. Kalau dibandingkan dgn blog Dr. Mahathir or MalaysianToday, mmg seciput gile lah bilangan unique reader blog kami ni. hehe. Tapi what the plurk la kan??? Nak happy jugak!!!! =P

Thanks to AllMalaysiaInfo. You have increased the visitors to this blog and so I'm more than happy to promote your site too.. (Orang berbudi, kita berbahasa, tak gitu?)

To you who want to get more visitors as well as readers, please do not hesitate to register HERE or copy paste this link: http://allmalaysia.info/ambp/blogdir.asp

Who knows?? You might be the next featured blog..... =)

With that, We Thank You.

p/s: Wei presiden DUTA KBH!!!! Sejiwang jiwang blog kitorang pun, dapat jadik featured blog wei!!! (ini adalah gurauan) wahahhahahhha =D

Ramadhan and Syawal

2008-09-21T23:15:00.004+08:00

It has been awhile since i had written anything in this blog. My last post was on the 11th of September titled "Pendatang" so first and foremost thank you my Sweet Summer for keeping this blog rolling while I was desperately out of inspiration.

Now enough with hellos and handshakes and straight to the agenda for today. I had not had the chance to wish readers happy ramadhan and happy upcoming syawal. As much as i would like everyone to know that I have the highest of regards for this two Islam months, it has not been the best of friends in my past. My father during his life, had loved Ramadhan always motivating us to fast and later rewarding us with anything we wanted to eat. I remember days when my dad would come home and see me pale faced and tired and he would tell me

"takper... berapa jam je lagi... sabar k boy??"

We would also cuddle together in the living room when i was little with my brothers on the couch, my mom right beside my dad on the carpet in the living room floor while he placed me and my youngest brother gently and neatly under his arms and he began telling us stories of what faith could achieve. Faith in Islam. Every raya morning my dad would wake us al four boys up and he would take us all to "sembahyang" raya and right after come home for the first meal of the day. My mom would be first in line to apologize to my dad. And my youngest brother last and up until he was 9 still ended the session with "abah duit raya mana????" and we ate and we sat and we would be happy. My dad would refuse to think about his stressful job, my mom would be all busy cooking, and my brothers would be too busy watching Feminin or KRU or 4u2c on the television set. And i would sit somewhere watching.

After my father passed away...................

Things were never the same.

If youve been wondering what kind of post is this... its a confession... confession to why i have never been happy about raya, or never been upbeat about raya.....

My Father made Ramadhan and Syawal so special, that sometimes i feel that without him, there is no point in going through any of it, none the less i do it. I fast, i go home and i go to the mosque and i celebrate raya but all, with spirit of only going through the motions. Yes i do miss him, and yes if i could, i would celebrate as if he was still alive.

I dont mean to pull everyone down with me. You should enjoy your Syawal and Ramadhan. Make the memories count, but the other day my friends and i during talking asked me a question...

"If you could have one wish during lailatul Qadar, what would you ask for??"

You can probably guess the few typical and non typical answers, money, wealth, health, iman, faith, belief... i off course answered Money.... However deep in my heart i questioned....

Would be possible if my dad could come back to life for just one day of puasa and one day hari raya??? Just those two days so we could sit one more time in that place while he speak to us in tht voice that when i remember now, brings tears to my eyes.... that warmth.... that stare.... Can Lailatul Qadar bring my father back??????????

This year... it doesnt feel different... it still feels empty... it still feels sad.... its still different.

My Second brother who is married might be celebrating raya at his wifes house which is fine i guess. So that leaves me with Mom, My oldest brother and my youngest brother. 4 of us...

People who know me i dont tend to turn to God when i have a problem, only when i am at my best and when i happy i turn to God to thank him for everything. But this will be my 11th Raya without my Dad so i say this to God...

"God, give me strength to smile on the eve of celebration... so my mother will smile with me....
God give strength to hold my tears on the morning of celebration.. So my mother will think i am happy...
God give me heart... so i can enjoy it just a little bit like when my dad was alive....
God give me..... Give me anything... let me fake happiness for the people around me....
God.... help..."

p/s - Remember those you have with you... you'll never know when they'll be gone.... Love them like theres no tomorrow... because they loved you yesterday... like there is no today...
p/s and p/s - pic was taken from sebolku.blogspot.com and i added a message.... that was the color of my dads last baju raya when i was twelve...

Selamat hari Raya people....

Hari Nuzul Quran

2008-09-17T10:56:00.004+08:00

I almost forgot today is Nuzul Quran Day
Usually mom would call and remind me
Thank God a lecturer mentioned it last night.

From Wikipedia Bahasa Melayu:

Hari Nuzul Quran adalah merupakan hari memperingati Nuzul Quran (turunnya al-Quran) kepada Nabi Muhammad S.AW pertama kalinya ketika baginda sedang berkhalwat di Gua Hira pada malam Jumaat pertepatan pada tanggal 17 Ramadhan iaitu tehun ke 41 hari kelahiran baginda atau pada tanggal 6 Ogos 610M.

To our Muslim readers.

Happy Nuzul Quran Day
=)

Marilah mengisi hari hari kita dgn bacaan ayat Al Quran

Mak kata
"Ayat-ayat ni Quran teman kita di kubur,
ayat ayat Quran ni makanan kepada roh kita
Bacalah Quran dan niatkan untuk
roh roh ibu bapa, adik beradik, atuk nenek, keluarga,
tak kisahlah yg masih hidup atau sudah berada di Sana"

p/s: Johor tak cuti, tapi Pahang and Selangor cuti. =)

Bintang, Aku, Dia dan juga Cinta

2008-09-14T17:59:00.008+08:00

Perhatian: Entri ini seperti kejiwangan tapi Oh tidak sebenarnya.

Saya ini sedang berada dalam keresahan dan ketidaksenangan hati.
Ketakutan pun ada juga.

Salah satu cara untuk menghilangkan tekanan itu
maka wujudlah entri seperti ini.

Saya suka.
Saya gembira.
Membacanya.

Abaikan tatabahasa yang rosak, ya.

Aku & Dia menggapai bintang.
Eceh eceh.
Poyo.
Hahahahhahha.

Suka gambar di atas ini amat, sangat, bangat.

Siapa nak bergambar seperti itu boleh pergi ke Mines.
=)

Yang di atas ini ditujukan untuk Hanafee.
I love you!

Saya buat sendiri.
Ketika mengantuk petang tapi tak nak lena.
Tidak susah.
Hanya kretiviti dan fokus.
Guna Microsoft Word 2007 sahaja.

Sekian. Tamat.
Terima Kasey!!!!

Smile!!!

2008-09-12T15:23:00.005+08:00

Blog ini telah di-tag oleh Pjoy
Agak tak paham jugak lah pada mulanya...
apa benda yang nak kena buat?

Oh, kene letak gambar di atas dalam post baru.
Itu je rupanya.
=D

To all readers...
Ceria-ceriakan lah hari anda
dengan senyuman yang menawan!!!

Senyum seindah suria~
Yang membawa cahaya~
Senyumlah dari hati~
Dunia pun berseri~

Senyum umpama impian~
Dalam kehidupan~
kau tersenyum, ku tersenyum~
Kemesraan menguntum~

Yay!!

p/s: Senyum itu sedekah. =)

Pendatang!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-11T04:08:00.003+08:00

Summer mentioned that i had not written a political piece in a very long time and as i thought about it, i realized i did not want to write about it. Many of my friends wondered why i had not taken interest in this matter and to show i am interested i have written this post.

All day long we read in blogs and newspaper seeking redemption, seeking that extreme measures need to be taken because what Ahmad Ismail had done was unacceptable. I am disgusted at this. Minority leaders spoke of equality and that we should all learn to accept each other in order to live in this country we call Malaysia, but i have not seen one minority leader say

"What Ahmad Ismail said should not be taken seriously, it was a comment of one man who seems frustrated with his surroundings, a man who might not have been in the right frame of mind when he said what he said.."

No one said anything along these lines, not one, and reactions of minority leaders all seem to be that Ahmad Ismail needs to be punished, hanged, politically banned, arent these comments going to generate even more hatred? I think politicians today are more looking out for themselves. They know that if they spoke harshly on behalf of their own race they will fuel anger towards Ahmad Ismail and later fuel hatred on the party that Ahmad Ismail is a part of.

When i was in primary school, i was placed in a chinese school, my father believed in cultural integration, he believed that we had much to learn from our counterparts, and so he had tried to instill in me a certain amount of compromise. Now tell me, is there a difference with this situation compared to Chinese boys telling me to find another school because i wasnt chinese??? Telling me that i was lost for staying there... Where did these 8-9 year olds even learned these things if not from their parents??? I have been in the receiving end of racism so many times i remembered in high school wanting to play basketball i was forced to practice alone as the captain shouted in the beginning of training "Melayu practice belah sana, Cina di sini" and guess what? I was the only Malay. And i took that walk towards the other side of the world to play alone and I did.

Despite that, I have also met amazing individuals of different race that i have admired. A friend, a mentor, a lecturer, a basketball player, they too found acceptance.

I think Ahmad Ismails comments were blown way out of proportion. Had it come from a 16 year old teenager who refused to let a malay boy play basketball he would have been noted down as immature. But it doesnt make it any less significance. I have reacted well to racism always believing in humanity. but ask yourself this, what if Ahmad Ismail had been a victim of racism all his life? what if he was the boy transfered from the chinese school he had tried to learn in, to a malay school? what he was refused the right to play on a leveled playing field of a basketball court? What if he was the one graduate turned down by a Chinese company because he had to pray on fridays? What if he was fired because he went missing from the office for 15 minutes at 130pm 430pm and 715pm???? You want to tell me its not happening??

It is Malaysian mindset that we judge people quickly when we forget that only God has that right. What right do we have to judge him? and even if we do.. why pour oil on already burning fire?

The MALAYSIANS that i have known in my life are accepting, they accept the fact that we are different and how we react to certain events are different and how we have been brought up are different. Im not defending Ahmad Ismail, there was no excuse for he had said, but i refuse to be drawn to this mentality that is largely affected by politicians that he needs to be punished. God punishes you, not your fellow man.

I have sat with Chinese who lean close and whisper
"hey the chinese guys behind us are saying some bad things about you in chinese..."

I have sat with indian lecturers who say:
"Sometimes when all else fails hanafee... you turn to your God.... Im sure you'll feel a lot better..."

I have sat with Chinese friends who say
"Hey let me pay, you paid the last time we chatted"

I have met Chandra, Boon Han, Jeslyn, Huey Mei, Raj, Ai Huey, Swee Keng, Koh Yung Bing, Eldero Pan, Teo Yung Lun and they were all exceptional individuals.

But I have also met those who refused to even befriend me because i am Malay.

All im saying is that everyone has had their fair share of being treated as an outcast, victims of racism be it Chinese against Malays or vice versa. So we should all not be pulled into this web of hate spun by political leaders who believe making people hate Ahmad Ismail for what he said regardless of his past is the right thing to do. Because we all know its not the right thing to do.

Punish him and we would have proven those who already have hate in their hearts that they are right. We have better things to do then to dwell on what one man said. We have a country to fix an i have no time to dwell on trifles. Remember it was just one man. But punish him and you will see that he will have even more supporters just like Anwar.

p/s - Some NGO's Malay Based has already expressed their approval of Ahmad Ismail, be aware of this week when one of those NGO's start voicing out their opinions and their approval of Ahmad Ismail. When you shove one of the Malays, some will help him shove back. We'll see where it goes from there.

Mantera Beradu

2008-09-10T16:40:00.004+08:00

My favorite song of the week.
Lirik best.

Banyak juga words yang tak faham
walaupun dalam bahasa melayu
kamus dewan bahasa & pustaka warna hijau tak ada pulak
teringat pula nasihat cikgu bahasa melayu aku
Cikgu Ujang, beliau ada suruh beli
tapi aku ini malas pula nak membeli
kenapa kamus bahasa inggeris boleh beli
tapi kamus bahasa melayu tak terbeli
konon dah pandai melayu sangat la tu
haish

Nah. liriknya. Hayatilah!

Masih belum sempurna..

Gerakkan Hati... Hati gerakkan...
Pandanglah aku.. aku lah dia..

kulitku tebal.. ku kebal.. ingatku kebal..
hanya berbual makan angin kembung perut mual...
resah dan tidak senang.. hidup tak pernah lenang..
ku schizo paranoia takut pecah tembelang

pecah tembelang... peta dah hilang...
bangau dah pulang... suara sumbang..

lidahku kaku tak selicin kuku
teman baikku buku
bini ku pena.. tak pernah lena
aku suka mengintai pantang ditenung
berakhir pertelingkahan dalaman
pasti belum

ikut gerak hati.. pena melayang
dilihat dua layang pandang
tak lah sekarang
takat meradang
tanya.. abang gedang, apa barang?
badan macam badang
main macam belakang parang

kuhunuskan keris musuh ada pistol
tradisi kekalkan adaptasi harus betul
tujuh baris keramat tujuh garis penamat
baik berpada biar jahat asal selamat

ramai saudaraku yang baik telah dipijak

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

yo ijazah terbaik datangnya dari jalanan
dari pengalaman bercakap dan bersalaman
konflik motivasi cuba medatasi
positif dan benci jadi inspirasi pagi

peduli itu interpretasi basi pekakkan sebelah
halang biar keduanya muka cantik
soalan bodoh yang ditanya jadi melodinya
lebih hina dari zina

lu bikin dosa ku bikin prosa
testosterone testarosa
citacita sosa kl kl kosa nostra
jalan berliku ku harung roller coaster
gah sentosa tiada penyesalan
luas pandangan jauh dah berjalan
tak sempurna masih ada kejanggalan
gagal merancang, merancang kegagalan

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

naik bukit angkuh cakap ayah jangan risau
turun bukit pucat dengar tiga miaww
kucing bawa tidur rimau bawa igau
masuk tempat orang bawa otak bukan pisau

tolak pintu gua tiga kerat tenaga
kosong tak dijaga sampai datang tiga naga
ingat nak berlaga tapi tak kan boleh menang
menang dengan otak tak mesti dengan pedang

sebelum jadi bangkai ikan koi renang renang
pura pura salah jawapan untuk naik berang
panggil lima kawan atau biar pergi laju
risaukan pekara remeh kita tak akan maju
muka sama hijau hati siapa tahu
merah dah menyala pasti mati siapa mahu
gagap tiga kali bercakap benar saja
bulan terang ramai yang keluar buat kerja

panjat pokok buluh cari tukun air terjun
naik sampai nampak dah terpegun turun
tiga ular ikut lompat atau paut
kalau lari mati jika jerut maut

awan mendung yang berarak
bawa tangis bawa resah
rebah rindu yang terkumpul
semua birat dan kalimah
semua janji yang terikat
lebur disisimu

puisi hati mu... hati mu puisi
palu hati ku palu hatiku

kulit tak besalin walau saling ganti baju
pandang sini pandang sini
ku berbahasa baku kata kata nahu
himpun jadi satu
mantera beradu dengan irama dan lagu

akhirnya sempurna....

p/s: tak tau nak letak gambar apa for this entry.

Childhood Memory

2008-09-09T19:08:00.002+08:00

=D
Hehe.
Found this while tidying up my magical box
which i kept all my artsy staff and colorful papers.

Given by my childhood kawan karib
who happened to be the most popular girl in primary school

SKTR 1
God how I miss the school
and my childhood
and the girls
and the teachers

It's funny
though we are living in the same hometown
in the same Taman Rinting
we hardly find time to catch up with each other

Nasib baik kawan karib yang seorang ini
pandai buat blog
boleh keep in touch online
hehe

Happy Birthday Angah!!!

2008-09-05T13:11:00.003+08:00

Today is September 5, 2008
It’s my brother’s 19th birthday!!!

Happy Birthday, Angah!!!

This post is my online gift for you.
Sian birthday bulan puasa ye..
Takpe, perhaps later I’ll come to Seremban with Fee.

Selamat Hari Jadi~~
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki,
Sihat tubuh badan
Cerdik akal fikiran
Cemerlang dunia akhirat.

I Thank God for giving me a great brother like you
who knows how to take care of the family
who knows when and how to advice the sisters (though sometimes it’s harsh)
I thank you. Syirah and me thank you.
you, who lead by example.

I hope and pray you stay/improve the way you are.
And may all your prayers and wishes come true.
I love you.

Happy Birthday, again.

Before this I had introduced my sister yang bermuke panjang kan?
Now let me introduce you to my “hidung-besar” brother!!!
How about me? Hmmph. Ok la. Diorang ejek aku muke jerawat. Cait~!!!
It’s ok, I am still cute despite the pimples. Haha.

He’s the first son of the family
which makes him the leader among us, the siblings.
He is so into design his Photoshop skills are better than mine. Damn.
He likes to take pictures. The camera selalu ada dengan dia. Tak aci!!
His hobby is tengok wayang kat cinema sorang-sorang
which I think he got it from my uncle, Pak Long.
Currently in International Baccalaureate (IB) program, Kolej Mara Seremban.
Going to pursue medicine oversea.
Insya-Allah.

Ape? Status?
Hmmph. Entahlah. Tak dapat dicungkil.
LOL =D

How to Get Rid of Sadness

2008-09-04T07:00:00.000+08:00

There will come a time in our life when no one and nothing could help us.
In which no single being can mend the deep cuts or kiss our sadness away.
Not even mothers, fathers, husbands, friends, strangers, or even pets.
You weep, you bleed.
You are hurt.
Not a soul can help you…..

But

GOD

It’s sad…
when we are happy we turn to loved ones, family, or friends….
we forget The One. We forget to thank Him for the Happiness.
It’s when we are drowning in deep crisis only we seek for Him.
What’s even sadder is when we refuse to think of Him, seek for Him
even though He’s closer than close, closer than our own pulse.

It’s because we are His creature…
We must have a strong bond with the Creator.

Why am I writing this piece?
because I am currently surrounded by sadness…
because I need to remind myself…
over and over again...
that I am not alone...
that we are not alone.

When you take it all away

2008-09-04T03:28:00.002+08:00

With every sip
i got deeper....
With every taste
i fell deeper...
Then you take it all away....
And you take everything away...
The air that fill my lungs....
The drink that feeds my soul...
The soul that lights my heart....
the heart that was once mine....
you took everything away in one night.....
and now i remember....
i remember that it maybe vengeance...
it maybe smite.....
so be it.....
let me lay in the pool of blood you spilled...
what was once your blood...
is now mine....
what was once your pain....
have become mine....
ill drink to it....
even if with every sip....
ill die....
even when with every sip....
i lose..........
EVERYTHING

A day without internet

2008-09-02T20:42:00.005+08:00

Baby when the lights go out~
Every single word can not express, the love and tenderness~
I'll show you what it's all about~
Babe I swear you will so come to me, so baby come to me~
When the lights go out...~

by Five...

and i'd like to change it to...

O baby when the internet goes down~
Every single work can not be done, annoyed and oh so stress~
I'll show you what i did to cool down~
Babe i swear you will so gonna like it, and also wanna do it~
O when the internet goes down..~

by Bubbly Summer...

LOL =D

Allow me to present you..................... my Virtual-Crafts!!!!

And...

one more craft can be seen here.

p/s: Siapa nak tempah, boleh sms ke nombor 012-312xxxx
hehe

O People, Ramadhan has come!

2008-09-02T12:46:00.004+08:00

Ucapan pertama,

Kami, Sabrina & Hanafee ingin meminta maaf,
jika kami ada terkasar bahasa, terkecik hati,
termakan terminum terambil terguna
dan semua ter-ter.
Sesungguhnya yang baik itu datang dari Allah
dan yang buruk itu datang dari kelemahan kami sendiri.
Maafkan kami.
=)

Ucapan kedua,
Salaam Ramadhan dan Selamat Berpuasa Semua!!!
Semoga Ramadhan kita mendapat keberkatanNya.
Semoga kita dibimbing ke jalan yang lurus,
Jalan orang terdahulu yang Dia beri nikmat,
dan bukan jalan orang yang dimurkai dan sesat.
Semoga kita berjaya melawan pujuk rayuan nafsu sendiri.
-amen-

Ucapan ketiga,

Below is a poem written by Abu Dujanah As-Somaali.
It’s beautiful. Want to share it with you.
Enjoy~

O People! The Master of the months (Ramadan) has come to you
With Allah's mercy and blessings – elevating your heart in virtue!

Hence, be ready and steady to fast from the first light of day to dusk
For the breath of the fasting one is sweeter than the aroma of musk

And by your firm will - devote your time to the reading of Al- Qur’an
For it is indeed the best of all months in the estimation of Ar- Rahman

O People! Ramadan is the month of sacrifice and fasting
Where the reward of ennobled deeds are multiplied and are everlasting

A meritorious season to learn self-discipline, self-restraint and generosity
Thus, let piety mark every action of yours and do good deeds with sincerity

O People! The glorious month of salvation is a period for spiritual reflection
And a worhty time to spend with family and friends in pursuit of purification

For it is a way of (spiritually) nourishing the mind from evilness and its attacks
An eloquent time to strengthen the will power for self control from sinful acts

O People! The blessed month of compassion is an ideal time for Muslims to fast
A tremendous opportunity for Ramadan to purify from us sins of the past

And the fruits of Taqwa remain the most valuable fruits of fasting with tolerance
For Ramadan is a treasure from (Allah) to be away from the worldly indulgence

Its days are the best among the days and its nights are the best among nights
Its hours are the best among the hours and its joy like a rose that spreads lights

O People! The Exalted month of piety has a Night of Power that the Lord grants
And in the Manifest Book a night of this month is better than a thousand months

And O (faithful) slaves of the Most Beneficent, the All-Powerful and All-Capable
The month of seclusion has come to us from the healer of (souls) so honorable!

Therefore, strive for all (righteousness) hath is what purifies the hearts and souls
But know! Humbling devotedly before the Lord is the believer’s topmost of goals.

what are you thinking???

2008-09-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

As i browsed the bookmark pages on my bookmark tabs and read entries and comments of all the blogs that i read, i found this one entry which was commented. His entry was regarding the victory of DSAI in Permatang Pauh and of course it effect in a national sense. What strikes me is not that content of the blog but rather the comment left by one particular reader in which he/she suggest something i found offensive. The comment wrote and i quote

"Keamanan palsu lebih teruk dari peperangan terbuka..."

I found myself mulling over this idea of war and how open he was to it....

This is what i think, any kind of peace is better than any kind of war, the peace that he so called says is fake, is the reason why anyone has an education, why he has a computer to write on, an internet connection to use, a place to voice his opinions, while in war, there is only death, killing and destruction.

I know not the preference of this comment, but i honestly found it disturbing that someone who have ever lived in Malaysia find the idea of war a better solution to the "fake" peace we have today.

How can this person who have never experience a war believe that it is ever a solution??? Have you ever killed a man? Would you like to? Have you ever held a dying man in your arms whose only worry is that his family will never knew he died? Have you never looked at pictures of children who have become the victim of war and natures malnutrition?? Have you ever stop to think that the peace you have no matter how fake and trivial it may seem to you is the reason people flee from other countries and into ours? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe the reason that you are even still breathing is because of this fake peace????

I am not one for war, war should never even be an option. War has always been the last resort, and i doubt that our nation would need to resort to war regarding the political differences we are currently having. And unless you can tell me that you have been in a war before, that you have placed a dying mans head on the ground before so you could continue to kill others because their ideas differ from yours, then please.... mention not this absurd idea of war, you have no idea what you are asking for.

Merdeka

2008-08-31T01:53:00.003+08:00

Every time Merdeka comes around, i always have this tingling feeling from the past. I always have this picture in my head where my whole family and I cuddled together in front of the television early 31st morning to watch the parade celebrating our nations independence. Even though today I have yet to re-live that memory the smell of that day stayed.

I always thought that Merdeka was just another bad excuse to celebrate something. "Melayu itu kuat temasyanya, walaupun sudah tergadai tanah" - Usman Awang. Over the years i have realized that it is more than just a celebration. It is more than just a day to be happy about, more than that, it is a day to remember. A day that should serve as a reminder to all of what the nation had went through in order to give us the gift of independence. The fathers others have lost, the mothers others have lost, the brothers, the sisters, the sons and the daughters, the tears, the sweat, the hands that hold the warm bloodied body on the battle field slowly losing its warmth succumbing to death. The frustration of having told that your nation is not ready to govern itself, the agony of writing over and over again on a blank piece of paper "Give Us Freedom".

Freedom....... Give us our independence....

For those who have forgotten here is a reminder. Freedom is to make our own choices, to govern our own nation, to live our lives the way we want to...

Freedom is the right to breathe.....

So many have died for that right.... so many have died for our right to live.

Selamat Menyambut Kemerdekaan
Selamat Hari Jadi Malaysia

Because they fought for the future, we will remember the past.
Remember how passionately they loved this nation we call....
Malaysia

Our Life, On the Line

2008-08-29T13:10:00.004+08:00

My new addiction!!!

What’s a plurk?
A plurk is the new social journal. The new “in” thing. =D

It’s not a game. It's nothing like Myspace, Friendster and Facebook. No no no.

It’s like a shout out message. Something like usual existing chat box but the only different is plurk is cooler. You don’t scroll down, but you move horizontally.

Every message can get a response. It’s like you are giving one sms to the whole world and then get many replies. =)

So Plurk is a small message that you can broadcast to the world, your buddies or just yourself over the web, through instant messaging, and through text messaging on your mobile phone. You showcase your everyday happenings on the timeline.

There is also plurk widget where u can embed on your blog. You can see mine and Seth’s here in our sidebars of this blog. =)

What’s the main benefit of joining plurk?

You will get karma points! The more response you give to other’s plurk, the more karma points you will collect. However, if you do bad thing like spamming others or u get rejected when u friend request others, then your karma points will be decreased.

Plurk as stalkerati central: People + Lurk = Plurk
Plurk as an amalgam of Play + Work: Play-Work. Plurk is what scientists do. It is the enthusiastic, energetic application of oneself to the task at hand as a child excitedly plays; it is the intense arduous, meticulous work of an artist on their life-long masterpiece; it is joyful work.
Plurk as acronym: Peace, Love, Unity, Respect, Karma
Verb potential: “Oh I googled this –> Oh I plurked it” Easy enough to wrap around in any form. Plurked, plurking, plurkers, plurks. Little p, big P, it’s catchy, snippy and sweet.

Apa lagi, jom lah join plurk!!

Click here to join. =)

p/s: It is P.L.U.R.K. bukan Peluk. =P

A life experience

2008-08-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

Everyday we go through life meeting people, doing things, saying things, looking at things and breathing. Without realizing though that all of the things we do everyday changes us slowly. We change everyday by the things we say and the things that are said to us. But more importantly everyday we almost never experience or show anyone a gesture to induce change.

I have always been a firm believer that changes happens slowly. In an effort to change the world, we must first begin to change one person, and that person will in exchange change another person and another and another. And these changes will one day affect the world.

So how do we change the world? how do we make the world fall in love with each other.....

Here's how i see it... once during a rainy day, i was wet out of my clothes by i had a flat tire and of course like any drama would suggest, i had to be somewhere and i had to be there soon. So i stepped out of my car in the pouring rain and started to change my tire. The rain poured so heavily that my visions were bothered by it. My hands we slippery and made it all the more difficult to change a tire. but i kept trying... then suddenly, from the corner of my eye, i saw a car pull over in front of my car. Now i dont know whether it was instinct or bad common sense, my first reaction was to grip my wrench tighter. Like i was sure i was gonna be mugged. Out came a man around my age (i was 20 then) and he came running to me and said

"need some help buddy??"

at that moment, my grip loosened and i nodded. So we spent the next 45 minutes trying to unloose bolts strengthen by a powertool and all this by force of two people. And we did, i didnt have any money so i offered him a cup of coffee and a warm meal to say thanx. He obliged and we went for lunch at a nearby mamak stall. and to my suprise we had a lot in common. but this is what he said that stuck

"I dont know actually why i stopped, i just have this obsession to believe in humanity. I want to believe that after all the shit the world has gone through, there are still people in this world worth helping. Worth taking your time to get to know. Worth your effort. I stopped not because i wanted to help you, i stopped because i wanted assurance that humanity is still kind. That chivalry is not dead. Doing you a favor, was in turn, doing myself a favor. It allowed me to believe that the only reason people are scared of each other is because they refused to lend a hand. The only reason we fight is because we refuse to reach out. I had stopped and spent my time helping you, but in return, i found a friend and more importantly,i had a glimpse of how humanity can survive in this cruel world that we have created ourselves. In doing you a favor, i did humanity a favor. In this world we just need the courage to say "need some help?" "

he sipped his drink and continued

"Who knows maybe next time.... You'd stop to save humanity..." he grinned....

A couple of years after that.. i was driving down a rainy road when i saw a car stop by the side of the road and at that moment i remembered him. I remembered those small steps he took from his car to mine, his helping look, his clam smile and most of all his favor. I thought to myself, why not.... lets at least try to save humanity. So i stopped the car and i ran towards the vehicle, a red proton saga. And as i grew closer, i saw a girl in the car and she seemed scared. Only natural i guess. I tapped on the window and she looked at me scared. I asked her to roll down her window a bit... and i took out my wallet and three my ic in. and i said

"i just wanna help..." she picked up my IC, pondered for a while and lowered her window...

"flat tire..." she said....

I smiled and said to her....

"Need some help??" trying to imitate the guy who helped me...

She smiled and nodded....

Every day we are changed by the things that happen around us. We are given the oppurtunity everyday to try and make the world a better place. And we dont realize it. Sometimes, when i tell people this story, they would say, "What if you were mugged or robbed when you tried helping that girl?" and i would tell them what the guy told me...

The only reason we are afraid of people and each other today is because we refuse to lend a hand, because we refused to reach out... because we refused to say "need some help?"

Saying "need some help?" as trivial as it may sound.... might just help to save humanity....

He changed me, and im pretty sure the girl i helped walked away that day thinking, chivalry is not dead. She and i will have realized that humanity is not lost... humanity can be saved... if we only said

"need some help??"

Happy Birthday Syirah!!

2008-08-26T17:35:00.003+08:00

Today is my younger sister's birthday!!
she is sixteen now.
oleh kerana birthday dia jatuh pada hari dia di asrama
dan dia tak boleh nak bawak handphone
maka dengan rajinnya dier telah telefon semua ahli keluarga
nak tuntut ucapan happy birthday.
hee hee~

Dear Syirah,
if ur reading this...
(i know ur gonna have to read this coz i'm gonna ask you to. haha.)

Happy 16th Birthday!!!
too bad u have to celebrate it at school...
but from my experience,
it's a way more fun celebrating it there
with friends and admirers and boyfriend
to give you chocolates and gifts and perhaps bears?
=P

Belajar rajin rajin kamu!!
Jgn asyik kawad or basketball je!!
ketawa tu jgn besar besar. nanti muke makin panjang!!
wahhahahaha
=p

Selamat Hari Lahir again.
Semoga panjang umur murah rezeki
dikurniakan akal yang sempurna
berjaya dunia dan akhirat
and
don't do something i wouldn't do.
=)

even though u
has no pimple just yet,
taller than me
fleshier than me
better in kitchen than me
i am still ur big sister and
i am cuter than you
wahahhahhaha
=P

this post is my gift for you.
i love you.
i do.
take care.

Crazy

2008-08-20T14:00:00.003+08:00

Rebound: that's the word for it, but sometimes you pick someone for your rebound that is a little too compatible, and then you are stuck. Your 'fling' turns into a full-blown relationship, and you are in love, all over again, except with all the baggage of not quite being over the last one, and not quite being ready for this new one, and hey, weren't you supposed to spend sometime alone, you know, really getting to know yourself and re-establishing your autonomy so that you wouldn't just make the same mistakes again?

Oh well.

I ask, "Why do boys go out with crazy girls?"

He answers, "Guys go out with crazy girls until they get tired of taking it. Then they find a new girl."

"One that's less crazy?"

"Not necessarily."

"One that's crazy in a different way?"

"Maybe. Mostly just one that's new."

"But what if she's crazy in the same way?"

"Even if she's crazy in exactly the same way, it's not the same girl."

"And that's enough?"

"That's enough."

My friends wrote their own wedding vows. She promised to love him, told him many sweet things. His reply was one sentence long:

"I promise to love you no matter how crazy you get."

That's enough, isn't it?

-from sleeptrip.com

Far Away

2008-08-20T13:29:00.002+08:00

I'm stressed.
I'm worried.

I believe I can do it.
A or not.
I care no more.

Right now.
I miss you.
Seth.

Monthly Summary

2008-08-14T19:22:00.003+08:00

This past few weeks (since mid july to mid august) has truly been a roller coaster ride and if you have been wondering, currently i am at my lowest. Im not one to whine but it sucks sometimes, the high points include my Summer being with me for like a few weeks, feels days, i wish i could keep her longer... wait let me rephrase that... i wish i could keep her forever :D (dah dah berenti senyum kamu tu... nampak taring) hehe....

Work has been hectic, i never knew how similar a researcher and a kuli batak are. The only difference is that a kuli batak gets paid 800 and a researcher gets paid 900. I come home tired almost everyday. But i have this weekend to look forward to. Mama kata kalau banyak benda tak elok jadi it means something good and great is going to happen for you. *i wish it happens this saturday!!!*

Im whining and rambling, by the end of the day, i kinda like my working world with my summer with me. I would work and she would bother me occasionally and then she'd say "Ok lah taknak kacau daddy keje... i love you byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" to be honest i could imagine the two little "tarings" that comes a light when she smiles (I am seriously honest when i say i love your tarings hehe)

hari tu masa mama datang for my convocation, i reported to my mother... "mama tgk sab ni mama.. dia nak cabut taring dier..."

Mama kata (ehem ehem) "eh kenapa??? kan manis ader taring tu... itu orang panggil taring pemanis... nanti takde taring dah tak manis.." *Nods proudly*

i love being tired.

I love going home from work and half way home ill get a msg "abang... abang kat maner??? Mommy lapar :(" and i would rush home. And when i get home and i change and i rush down and we have dinner and then we talk and we laugh and fall in love.

I like being tired one moment and then not so tired one moment.

because she's around.

I find it easier to be happy... I miss you....

the bad stuff... well i prefer to forget them anyway hahaah bye people.

Happy Left-Handers Day!!

2008-08-13T14:02:00.004+08:00

Pagi tadi dalam teksi terdengar sesuatu yang menarik dari radio
membuatkan aku dan dia terpandang sesama sendiri dan tersenyum
eceh eceh
hehe.
tapi betullah. cerita benar.

Anyway, deejay dalam radio itu cakap,
Hari ini adalah hari istimewa untuk sesiapa yang kidal.

=)

Happy Left-Handers Day, Seth!! My boyfriend Seth is a left-hander.

And kepada kawan kawan yang kidal,
Selamat Tangan Kiri!!
(Cam pelik bunyinya. Betul ke dalam bm begitu? Ntah)

Tahukah anda??
Everyone is a Left Hander in Left Hand, West Virginia.
(jumpe kat google. Macam tak percaya tapi maybe betul kot)

=)

Perkara 121 (1A) Perlembagaan Persekutuan

2008-08-10T09:29:00.003+08:00

Due to recent times, this article of the constitution has been questioned a few times over the years. I think it is outrageous that anyone would do anything to question the authority of this article. First and fore most let me reiterate the reason for this post.

On 9th August a forum held by the Lawyers Council (Majlis Peguam) was scheduled to be held with the forum basically questioning the above mentioned article. So for those who do not understand what is the big deal, well basically the article says that the Syariah Court is not under any jurisdiction whether The High Court or the Sabah Sarawak High Court and that it acts on its own jurisdiction which should be respected by all forms of legal body in the country. This is to ensure that all Islamic matter will be handled by the Syariah court without interference from any other party be it civil and high court. This allows for a surmountable amount of legal power for muslims. So why are people afraid of it? Well most non-muslims find that getting out of Islam is not as easy as they got in it. So those who are trying to get out of Islam cannot seek help from civil lawyers but rather a syariah lawyer and all Syariah lawyers are definitly not going to go against the article.

I think it is sheer lunacy and idiocy to go against this article of the constitution and i think its a good thing the forum was stopped rather than allowing it to proceed further and i think it is a good thing that it happened.

Over the years there have been countless questions regarding the Malay issue and the Islam Issue. Both of course being treated in the same manner. Over the years we have always compromised the Malay Issue. We allowed for the meritocracy system and we allowed non-malays to enter malay institution such as MARA and such, over the years we have compromised. In 1988 this particular article which was included in the 1957/58 write up was amended and at the time everyone saw it as a step back for islam and yet everything went on as usual. 20 years later that want us to take another step back.

I am angered at this, only for one reason. If there was no idea of social contract between the three races in our society i wouldnt have minded. But our founding fathers sat down on one table and decided that the indians and chinese will respect these few things or priviliges which were given to Malays and Muslims. They both agreed. All agreed. How can you turn back 51 years from that time and tell us you dont wish to obey it? Yes some things needs to change and in todays time the definition might have gotten blurred, but it is up to us to change it, not others. Up to the malays, why>?? because we were the ones who put it on the table, so if we refuse to change it,if we say no matter how hard it is, you should accept it, why? because your grandfathers agreed to it and our grandfathers agreed to it.

If these things are not questioned then it will never be a problem. But if you question it then we will have to react.

Salah rasanya kalau aku sendiri tidak berbahasa untuk meminta orang berbudi. Kata melayu ada menyebut "jangan kau sentuh! Agama, Sultan dan keluarga Melayu..." I remind everyone of the Malayan Union, we stood up against tyrants for our Sultan, and we will stand even stronger if the matter or cause for offence is our religion. We Will REACT. Please do not make us.

p/s - I am not a racist... but then again if people who read this thinks so... i do not care. I just believe in a promise all the races made a long time ago. Remember we have never asked you to stop building your temples or churches. we have never stopped you from doing anything except that in which has been mentioned cannot be done. Do not make us react in a manner that will leave all of non-malays out of the governing body.

True or false

2008-08-09T12:12:00.003+08:00

My girlfriend an avid reader of blogs came across this one page that i think a lot of people should check out - http://us2.malaysia-today.net/2008/content/view/10901/84/

Now the interesting thing about this is not the post in its ownself but rather the comments that came afterwards. I was always under the impression that you should never totally and perfectly believe what we read in books, magazines or even newspapers and i assumed that most of the bloggers or people that read blogs would have the same amount of cynicism that i have. Apparently i was wrong. I have always believed that what ever happens in this world it is up to the judicial system to act and if that is corrupted God would probably show the way, however i read comments and i see all these people leaving behind idiotic and irrelevant comments and i think to myself "all this because they read something online? acting like its the gospel truth..."

The fundamentals of being a good readers, analyst and even journalist and even a good human being is that you always have a skeptic side to everything. Why one earth would this article be published online clear cut with the fact to be placed on one side of the argument. I was thinking to myself that if i had the capacity, to change and influence how people think i might use it so people would agree with my ideas with how i saw things.

Sadly enough a posted pdf format letter (which by the way could have been written by anyone) is all it takes to convince people. I know not how to approach this issue of sodomy and lying and religious ideas, i do not know how. All i know is that i always remain skeptic towards everything that people give you. Even the history books in high school was always questioned. Championing one man to the extent that a simply posted document on the web could convince you of his innocence is just down right idiotic.

If someone there posted a comment as such

"I downloaded the pdf format and had one of my lawyer friends look at it and found that it was authentic because the MD's registration number bla bla bla and there fore the letter is authentic bla bla bla"

i would have thought "ok thats a relief someone actually took the time"

But all i saw was

"damn najib!"
"go to hell badawi"
"There is no need for a trial"

So.. immature.

Come on people do you really expect everyone to just read something and believe it totally? do you bloggers who once championed your ability to question everything in this world as having two sides, do you really believe reading one article online should be able to change your mind? For those who often read this blog. I wrote this blog for a group of people who are silent readers of my blog. I know they read... they've emailed me before... and i am not afraid of confrontation. read the link i posted here and think this... is a blog post really enough to convince you of something? do you believe everything you read???? :D

Unable to write

2008-08-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

kadangkala dingin hati melihat kau pergi.
Kau seperti tidak peduli melangkah pergi,
bisu,
tuli,
buta,
bagai disumpah neraka,
bagai disimbah api dari segala petala,
bodoh aku sekejap,
pemergian kau menjadi gelap,
gelap dalam tiap segenap,

mana pergi kata-kata yang dulunya menari,
tutur yang bagai mentari,
menyinari memandikan diri ini,
hujan yang suamnya menidurkan aku,
angin yang sepoinya tidak kenal lesu.....

dulu...
aku mampu... aku mahu...
sekarang kau pergi... dan aku menyendiri..
dan aku tuli... bisu... buta...
tanpa kata-kata yang dulu membawa makna berjuta rasa dan nista....

kembali kata-kataku...
aku mahu menulis seperti dulu....
aku rindu okestra cipataan kita...
aku rindu lukisan dunia yang kita hasilkan bersama..

kembalilah kata-kataku...
mari kita siapkan cerita kita...
cerita kita yang bagai tiada sudahnya...

kata-kata, perkataan, ayat, nahu, pertuturan, semuanya pulang ada aku....
aku merayu..

Absence

2008-08-02T02:41:00.002+08:00

i miss you like a flower misses the sun...
a flower in the depth of winter...
with only freeze and coldness to surround it....
cold in the vast emptiness that your absence has banished me to...

I miss you like the air misses the morning mist...
with only moment to have together before the sun rises and taketh it all away...
leaving me alone and cold....
cold in the vast emptiness that your absence has banished me to....

I miss you like the moon misses the blanket of stars...
the dances to keep the moon company...
but now i am cold...
cold in the vast emptiness that your absence has banished me to....

i can no longer string the wonderful words you loved me for...
i can no longer write as beautifully as i used to...
will you leave me cold????
will you leave cold in the vast emptiness your absence will banish me to???

p/s - havent been able to write... to write well one must read... havent got time to read hahhhah

Not Perfect but Happy

2008-07-28T11:25:00.002+08:00

Returning from the unexpected one week holiday bring smiles on my face and tears in my eyes. The 4 days off the college turned out to be 7 days. Thanks to the KL morning traffic.

I hate it when the day for me to leave comes. =( I feel like I want to be a real witch and put Seth in my pocket.

Dear Seth,

Thank you for the walks. I love walking with you to the South City. Thank you for the books. I love them. Thank you for your time and smiles even after the tiring day at work. Thank you for keeping the room and toilet clean =). Thank you for being protective while in crowded train. Thank you for the funny faces that you made to make me laugh. Thank you for the ‘choki choki’ that you bought when I was in bad mood. Thank you for having McD breakfast with me. Thank you for bringing me while you hung out with your friends. Thank you for letting me treats you. Even the Saturday started with a hurtful discovery and little storm I am glad we made it through. I “awesome” you Seth.

I’d like to say thanks to Aizat for your car. (Sorry you had to be late for work. Blame Seth. Haha)
Thanks to Norman and Kak Nurul.
Thanks to Pije, E-wolf and Hunter.

Random

2008-07-28T10:00:00.002+08:00

1. Unplanned decision gives you Doubt and Anxiety. But it can also bring you Happiness and Satisfaction.

2. Doing things you don’t like makes you a learner.

3. Waking up early in the morning and starting your day talking to God can make you fresher and happier.

4. Two faced people can be so into their games that they forget there are eyes watching and ears listening.

5. Knowing, finding and being informed to about something hurtful is better than being lied to.

6. Good friends treats you the same, even though you and them only meet once in a blue moon.

7. If you can’t lie, do what ever it takes not to talk.

8. Time-boxing makes you active and productive.

p/s: You are allowed to express your support and disagreement. =)

Topsy-turvy world

2008-07-17T12:09:00.004+08:00

People study what they are bad at in order to be able to do what they are good at. Grown ups tell us to find out what we did wrong and never do it again.

That's odd!! It seems that in order to find out about something, you have to study it. And when you study it, you should become better at it. Why should you wanna become better at something and then never do it again?

Nobody ever tells us to study the right things we do. We're only supposed to learn from the wrong things. But we are permitted to study the right things that other people do. And sometimes we're even told to copy them.

That's cheating!

You are quite right. I do live in a topsy-turvy world. It seems like i have to do something wrong first, in order to learn from what not to do. And then, by not doing what i'm not supposed to do, perhaps i'll be right. But i'd rather be right the first time, wouldn't you?

Excerpted from Alice in a Wonderland.

If we study the bad things, we will become better at it.
If we always do the the bad things, we will absolutely become expert at it.
If we practice the bad things, well, practice makes perfect.

Same goes to the right.good.things.

Hmmph.

half full or half empty?

2008-07-16T18:41:00.002+08:00

penat mencari isi hati diri ditempat baru ini...
aku berlakon sahaja kini..
seperti...
apa yang aku sedang lakukan ini penting sekali...
seperti....
apa yang aku lakukan ini apa yang aku kehendaki
nyata aku menipu diri...
ini bukan yang aku cintai...
half full or half empty?

p/s - taknak gambar.. malas nak carik

PostSecret

2008-07-13T20:16:00.001+08:00

Okay, most of you might know that im addicted to Postsecret.blogspot.com i find the concept to be amazing and i wish i had even a little courage to write things like that. In this post I'm gonna post you something that i found in the web and i think to myself. Somehow it sounds so me. So here it is.

Al-Kisah Top Up

2008-07-13T11:58:00.002+08:00

(Warning: This is not a pleasant post)

Pada suatu petang yang panas, Moon and Summer pergi ke sebuah kedai makan untuk menempah mee goreng basah dan mee hongkong mereka. Mereka sedar yang mereka bukanlah orang yang pertama menempah, oleh sebab itu mereka sanggup tunggu dengan mood yang baik. Summer siap happy sempat makan rojak buah lagi sambil menunggu. 5 Minit kemudian, Shuwa datang ke kedai makan yang sama menempah makanannya juga.

(Take note: shuwa tempah selepas Moon dan Summer)

Tiba tiba Moon ternampak iklan kat kedai makan tu yang berbunyi “TOP UP ADA DI SINI. MINIMUM RM3”. Summer yang memang tengah cari top up pun gembira sebab akhirnya dia boleh dapatkan top up.

Terus, Summer pun pergi la tulis nombor telefon dan jumlah top up yang dia mahu. RM 10 ke nombor 01x-xxxxxxx. Summer dimaklumkan yang dia kena bayar RM10.30 sebab yang 30sen tu untuk perkhidmatan. Being Summer, she doesn’t mind la kan. “Okay” - Summer said and give the chubby guy RM10.30.

After a while, the chubby guy panggil Summer:

“Sorry, saya termasukkan RM3 tadi, dah dapat ke 3 ringgit?”

“Hmm? Owh ok. Jap ek” 2 minutes later Summer told the chubby guy “Belum dapat lagi”. Summer’s mood was still ok at that time and her smile was still lovely.

“Tapi report saya dah dapat. Patutnye awak pun dah dapat rm3 tu”. Kelihatan gusar Chubby pun menunjukkan report kat hanset sebagai bukti.

Summer yang masih tenang “Takpe, maybe sampai lambat sikit kot. Jap ek.”
2 minutes later again, “Masih tak dapat lagi” Summer said.

Chubby guy bingung.

5 minutes later Seorang lelaki kurus berbaju putih pun keluar lalu memanggil Summer dan berlakulah dialog ini. Apparently, he’s the boss of the top up service.

“Budak ni baru lagi (Pointing finger at the chubby guy and then geleng kepala). Awak tak dapat top up lagi?”

“Tak.”

“Betul ke? Cube check hanset awak. Kat hanset saya ni dah ade report.” Terus lelaki tu tunjukkan lagi sekali report sama yang Summer dah tengok.

“Ye saya faham awak dah dapat report. Tapi memang betul pihak saya tak dapat lagi. Kalo dah dapat, saya takkan bagitau awak tak dapat” Summer called her bf to confirm. again. di depan lelaki itu.

“Ok. Hmm, saya dah masukkan RM5 tadi, yang RM5 punya awak dah dapat ke belum?”

Waktu ni, Shuwa dah dapat makanan dia. Moon muka macam pelik.

Summer called her bf. After seconds “ Ok, RM5 tu dah dapat. Tapi RM3 tu still tak dapat lagi. Kenapa awak tak masukkan RM10 je? ”

“Sbb servis ni boleh masukkan RM3, RM5, RM10 je. Ok macam ini lah, saya ni berniaga, saya pulangkan awak RM2 k?”

“Meaning, awak untung, saya rugi la ye? Awak dah dapat RM10 saya, tapi saya cume dapat top up RM5 je” (I want rm5 back. Ko dah tau aku dah tak dapat RM3, masukkan je la RM10. Dungu ke ape ko ni?)

“Masalahnye, saya dah dapat report RM 3 and RM5 ni. Patutnya awak dah dapat RM8. So betullah saya pulangkan awak RM2 je”

“Saya sekarang ni dapat RM5 je ok? RM 3 tu tak dapat.” (Which part of my malay language yang you stupido don’t understand ni?)

Summer called her bf.

“Ok. You, talk to him.” (ko nak kate aku tipu ye. Nah! amik ko. Cakap sendiri dgn bf aku)

“Eh..eh takpe. Adei…saya dah 3 tahun berniaga ni kak.”

(Tau takut… bodoh punya lelaki. Aku pedulik apa ko dah 3 tahun berniaga ke apa.) Give him bitter smile and then glance at Moon and Shuwa.

“Ni mane mee saya and kawan saya ni? Kawan saya yang order lambat dari saya tu pun dah dapat. Saya nak mee saya siap cepat sekarang juga” Walked away pissed off.

After a while, Mee pun siap.
Moon pergi ambil kan mee coz I was too pissed off. I’m afraid I would turn into a B**** and said something hurtful to the man.

Sampai ke saat aku menulis blog ni, RM3 tu tak dapat lagi okay?? Babun punye lelaki.
Incident ni berlaku petang semalam dalam pukul 6.30 ptg hingga 7.30 ptg.

Damn you lelaki baju putih!!

Ni la dia contoh peniaga yang tidak berhikmah. Tau jaga poket untung sendiri tapi tak reti jaga hati customer.
Aku melayu, ko melayu.
I admit I have my typical malay moments too… however I do know how to be professional when it comes to incident like this.
*Geleng kepala* Malas nak cakap lah. Semoga bisness top up ko maju la, lelaki baju putih.

Now, ladies and gentlemen,
If you were in the lelaki baju putih shoes, what would you do?

Why?

2008-07-07T14:23:00.004+08:00

I just had lunch with my older brother. Someone i have always rated as being underrated in means of critical thinking. People often overlook his opinions but i think he holds more bearing in terms of rationality compared to most people i know. I asked him what he thought of Anwar and he spoke of it so calmly. I remind anyone reading this that i open for debate. I am open for arguments as well. So let us see just how much really is Anwar a charismatic leader.

When i asked my brother he said to me this. "The question to ask is why..."

As if jolted by a bolt of lightning i was reminded of the fundamentals of learning. To always ask why. So here in this blog i begin by asking a few questions.

Why the Turkish Embassy? Why the rally of international support including The United States and Singapore? If he has the secret to make fuel prices lower then why does he keep it tom himself? Why does he not disclose it to the people? if he says he is fighting for the malays then why insist on fighting battles that will divide the Malay community? Why the need to involve foreign countries to the matters of nation and state?

Lets follow this issue point by point. Lets start from the beginning, lets start from what Anwar wants. He says he is the voice of democracy, that what he wants is a prosperous, democratic and just country. Now every Malaysian knows this story. The story of Ghee Hin Hai San. The story of the British intervening in our national matters because it was getting beyond what our leader could help with. So they came in under the mask of making things better. We'll fix it for you. We lost Pulau Pinang, Melaka and Singapore at that time. And again today we are faced with the same situation. Anwar holds a rally, UMNO retaliates and we end up having American Peace Keepers amongst us. Another term for Resident Gabenor (familiar names include J.W.W Birch)

The concept is the same, America sees us unfit to rule so in the name of democracy, they intervene and under the mask of (wanting a free world) they come and take away our freedom.

How do we know this is going to happen? Because it has happened before. Orang Melayu kata "benda dalam kelambu takyah cerita dekat orang." If Anwar keeps on with his snitching and telling then it would play into arms of other nations that America had no choice but to intervene.

Now the plight of the people is the rising fuel prices, Anwar claims to have the solution. Why keep it to himself? Why not do it now? Tell the government... let them do it. Why wait until he becomes prime minister? Why does he have to wait until he is in power? While waiting for Anwar to be Prime Minister Malaysians (the one he claims he is fighting for) is spending more and more money everyday. Losing the battle with large fuel corporations everyday. So why are you selfish??? Similar to a boy who knows how to multiply but refuses to tell the whole class unless he is appointed as the teacher.

He knows that rallies breeds hate. People will have their differences highlighted during these so called peaceful rallies. "The Bersih Rally" for example. Yellow shirts are with us, those who are not wearing yellow against us. Imagine a guy who was walking among them totally unaware of the reason of the rally or any political event for that matter, so he walks through the crowd to get to a Seven-11 to buy a can of coke. The yellow shirts around him starts staring at him. Their minds thinking "Pro-government lah tu nak tunjuk berani" when in reality, he doesnt even have political preferences.

Intimidated by the looks around him, he reacts in a defensive manner. And in minutes push turns to shove and violence erupts. Why would he ask the people to rally and risk violence? Why highlight the differences between us?

Kita tengok, benda ni sounds familiar ke tak. Dia jumpa US kata kerajaan "jahat". Dia balik dia suruh buat rally. Manusia-manusia bodoh buat rally, polis masuk campur pengikut pro kerajaan pun masuk campur and bergaduh. US kata "things have gotten out of hand and we need to restore democracy to Malaysia." Dalam beberapa bulan, askar dan polis America mula memasuki dan menduduki tanah air kita. Perwakilan dilantik untuk menyelia perkembangan negara. Sultan tidak lagi mempunyai pendapat. Perdana Menteri yang dipilih adalah yang memang rajin merepot pada America. Ketuanan Melayu tidak lagi wujud, kenapa? kerana USA mahukan negara multi-cultural. Negara Bangsa.

Dan kembali lah kita pada perjanjian Pangkor. "Hence forth all efforts will be put forth by the East India British Company in order to restore the nation into a prosperous nation" dan mula lah semakin ramai perwakilan mereka menduduki, merosakkan negara dan menjadikan kita barua mereka yang seterusnya.

Apa agenda kamu Anwar? Kenapa kamu mahu berada diatas sebelum kamu mahu membantu bangsa kamu sendiri? Kenapa perlu jadi perdana menteri sebelum kamu mahu menolong rakyat? Tiada pengaruh? Tiada sumber? Tidak Benar. You said in 1996 during your speech in UKM. "We can do anything we set our minds to, even without support." buktikan kata-katamu.

Right now what the people need are not prime ministers, or ministers, or parties. We need leaders. Leaders who are willing to sacrifice self-ego in order for the better good. The public good. The good of all. If Anwar insists on being in power before he starts helping the people, then what is going to stop teachers stopping to teach unless they get a raise? Whats to stop surgeons from not wanting to perform surgery because he wants to be prime minister? The only thing stopping is their oath to do their duty. A politician has no oath, no ethics like lawyers or doctors or teachers. Even under-graduate students signs a promise and oath letter to study. But not politicians they are not bounded. The only things that controls them are two things. The self-conscious and the people. The people godify Anwar. And if he wants to be in power before he starts helping the people, then we know what he has in his self-conscious.

People question Why. Why does he tell foreign nations. Why he insist on being prime minister before he starts helping the people. Im not saying the government is a hundred percent good. Maybe one day if i have time id talk to my brother about Altantuya. But similarly enough, we should not let personal agenda of the leaders be our directions.

Dibelakangku

2008-07-03T03:20:00.003+08:00

Aku berjalan keseorangan...
kepenatan...
langkah yang longlai dan enggan...

beberapa kali aku menoleh....
terasa kematian bergantung diudara dibelakangku...

peluhku dingin....
mungkin kerna aku takut....
mungkin kerna aku tak mahu...
enggan berdepan dengan kematian....
enggan berdepan dengan kelukaan...

aku masih ingin...
berada dalam kalangan kalian...
bersama dengan kawan...

aku masih ingin melihat beban...
yang kita angkatkan...
dengan semua asa dan kuderat diberi tuhan...

bersama kamu....

tapi kamu itu kematian.....
kamu menolak persahabatan....
aku dihalau seperti anjing berkeliaran...
dan yang selama ini aku enggan...
enggan menyerah... enggan mengalah... enggan menuturkan kata sudah.....

kini....
kukatakan sudah....
kukatakan ku pernah...
kukatakan kau telah...

dan aku berjalan... berseorangan lagi....
menuju cahaya lebih dekat pada hati...
meninggalkan kau dibelakangku...

Online Gift for Someone Special

2008-07-02T15:27:00.001+08:00

Someone has started to be busy at the office
and I am stuck at home missing him every second of the day

Since i couldn't message or call him
(not that he doesn't allow me to
but because i don't wanna disturb him at work)
so i made him something
an online card
as an online gift

I edited the pic i got from internet
and then switch with that someone's pic
(familiarizing myself with photoshop)
hehe

it's pink. i know.
not his favorite colors.

but his smile is cute kan?
hikhik.

It's not much

2008-06-30T16:00:00.005+08:00

Currently Summer is feeling
...
....
.....

Once in a Blue Moon

2008-06-28T19:24:00.005+08:00

Checked friendster and my horoscope for today..

The best way to get what you want today is to speak up and ask for it! Demand it.

Oh girl, what a coincidence. Smiles. Wicked.

Today, June 28 2008
Location, Tesco Sri Alam
I spoke.
I asked.
I demanded.

And yes.
I got 80% of the thing(s) I wanted.

Lesson of the day.
You see opportunity. Grab it.
Because sometimes
It only happens Once in a Blue Moon.

Thank you Abah!
Bwa HaHaHa.
=D

Happy Birthday Irman Abdul Rahman

2008-06-25T02:20:00.002+08:00

Brother,

In a broken family without an outstanding father figure, you reluctantly took the role as father and role model. Wanting to pave a better mentality, a better mindset and a better target for your brothers. In times of darkness you did not question your capacity but rather you spent the awkward years of your life trying to be as comfortable as possible in order to make us (your brothers) feel a little better and a little braver to face the future that lied ahead of us.

As a brother you questioned mediocrity always challenging your brothers to be better to be much more than you can ever be. And often times we questioned our capacity, because we knew it took more than just being another man in order to stand up as tall as you do, but rather to stand with you we needed to be extraordinary, like you. You questioned not only things you saw but rather life as well. You questioned it to the extent that you made others believe that there is always a better way of doing things. You questioned our actions but only to the extent of making us think for ourselves whether we could do it better the next time around. You laughed at our mistakes but you supported us even in making our mistakes. Your support knew no prejudice nor discrimination.

As a friend you debated and you discussed, you taught us that sometimes life throws a rock at you and you bleed, but you stand up again because that is what men do. You taught us how to be men, good kind men. You were always easy to ask how we were doing and never tire of giving us advice. You stood above all else and when we listen, we placed your words above everyone elses because we knew you were credible.

As a brother you knew when to say no. You knew to tell us that we were moving too fast or too slow. And sometimes you told us when to stop and when to keep moving.

You're humble, sometimes to the extent that others around you feel uncomfortable with how humble you are, at age 28 you got your phd. A very young age and yet you tell others a Phd is nothing more than just knowing a little more than you knew 3 years before, but those within the family knew the deserving act for a lost fathers acknowledgment. You carry yourself in a manner unknown to others in your field, with grace, virtue and elegance. You're Dr. but it does not bother you to sound like an idiot. That is truly a gesture of a great man.

Youre sentimental, a bad bowler but a gracious loser. You know youre smart but you tell your brothers they're smarter and even though we hint a dash of cynicism, we also hint a dash of truth. Because sometimes we truly believe you believe we are smarter.

there is nothing i can buy you to make up for the things youve done for me. You are an extraordinary father, monumental husband, gigantic brother, colossal academician and thinker, true friend, and a son of epic proportions. The only true gift i can ever give you is the acknowledgment. So much so is the tradition in our family, our fathers acknowledgment has always been overwhelming, then i say to you this, my acknowledgment is that you are a deserving human being, you have earned every right to be where you are today, you deserve it and more. Your story my brother.... will be legendary...

Happy Birthday
Irman Abdul Rahman
25th June 1979
(29 years old today)

Tazkirah Summer hehe

2008-06-24T12:15:00.007+08:00

Adab tidur. Perkara macam ini memang la tak pernah diajar secara formal dalam kelas. Selalunya kita terbaca kat mana mana atau ada la sesiapa yang pernah beritahu. Ye tak? =)

Sebenarnya terjumpa satu artikel pasal tidur ni dalam surat khabar. Terus, saya amiklah isi isi yang penting untuk kongsi dengan kamu dalam blog ni. Hehe.

Jom kita baca

Bagi umat Islam, elok lah kita mengambil wuduk dulu sebelum tidur. Allah akan pelihara roh kita di-sisiNya . Kalo kita tidur tanpa wuduk, Tuhan tidak akan memandang kita dan terus Jin Syaitan pun boleh menggangu kita. (Sbb tu mimpi bukan bukan. Rasa cam kena tindih hantu dan sebagainya)
Tidur di atas rusuk kanan dan menghadap kiblat. (Salah satu cara wahyu diturunkan. Mimpi yang benar kan mimpi yang diberkati Tuhan)
Elak tidur menelentang, kaki bersilang, tertiarap atau angkat punggung.
Tutup aurat and tidur lah di tempat yang selamat dan jauh dari fitnah. (Kalau nak seksi seksa jugak selubunglah dgn selimut!! haha)
Bacalah doa sebelum tidur. (Kan mak dah ajar banyak kali ni. haish. degil!!)
Tidur hanya bila rasa mengantuk. (Bukan bila rasa bosan. hehe. kena batang hidung sendiri).
Tidur jangan berlebihan dan berpanjangan untuk elak hilang kewarasan akal. (Jangan bongkak "Ah, tipu je tu. Aku tidur banyak tapi pandai je lagi ni!!". Eh hello? Tuhan boleh tarik nikmat kewarasan awak bila bila masa sahaja tau without you even realizing it.)
Jangan tidur lama lama supaya tidak dikencing Syaitan. (ha...baca tu. memanglah kita tak nampak tapi eee...kamu suka ke dikencing?)
Kalo nak tidur sekejap untuk rehat, elok sebelum waktu Zohor. (Islam syorkan. Sunnah Nabi s.a.w)
Tidur sedikit pada waktu malam. Bangun selepas tgh malam sampai pagi untuk beribadat or belajar. (Ha.. bukan bangun tgh malam untuk sambung main game ye. hehe)
Jauhkan tidur dua kali pada waktu siang kerana itu amalan syaitan. (ni kira macam dah tidur sebelum zohor lepas tu tidur lagi lepas asar la ni. elakkan ye kawan kawan)
Elakkan tidur siang jadik habit kerana boleh keruhkan wajah and rezeki mahal.

Ha... itu lah dia...isi-isi yang saya ambil dari artikel itu. Banyak juga yang kita jarang amalkan dan tak ambil peduli...ye tak? (termasuklah saya yang menulis ni. hehe.) Terus, marilah kita ingatkan sesama sendiri. Lepas ini, kita kene ambil pedulik!!! =)

Kalo nak tahu, Syaitan ada bersumpah dengan 3 perkara. Selagi kita manusia selalu dan berterusan melakukan 3 perkara itu, selagi itu lah pintu kesesatan terbuka luas dan mudah bagi golongan Syaitan ni nak hasut kita... and confirm tak gagal lah usaha si Syaitan durjana itu!!

3 perkara itu ialah ( kita semua mesti cuba elakkan tak kira lelaki perempuan) :

Keinginan untuk makan
keinginan terhadap perempuan
keinginan untuk tidur

Sekian untuk renungan dan fikiran kita bersama!!!

Cheers!! =D

Kurangkan Penggunaan Minyak?

2008-06-24T10:34:00.005+08:00

Saya guna pengangkutan awam (I don't like it but i use it anway). Selalunya putra, monorail, teksi dan bas.

Pagi tadi Malaysia Hari ini (MHI) berbincang tentang cara menjimatkan penggunaan minyak.

Saya duduk, dengar dan catat. Hehe.

Terus, bagi sesiapa yang selalu memandu, boleh lah cuba dan praktikkan tip tip kat bawah ni. =)

Panaskan enjin selama 30 saat saja, jgn lebih.
Pandu dengan tenang dan lancar.
Tekan minyak perlahan lahan ketika nak mulakan perjalanan.
Jarakkan kenderaan sewajarnya supaya tak kerap berhenti.
Pandu dengan kelajuan yang konsisten.
Gunakan gear tinggi
Bila nak naik bukit, tingkatkan kelajuan SEBELUM sampai bukit, bukan bila dah sampai.
Pilih jalan yang sesuai dan elok.
Matikan enjin jika menunggu atau berehat.
Tutup tingkap jika memandu lebih 60km/j.
Gunakan touch n go atau smart bila tiba kat tol.
Ketika isi minyak, tekan nozzle minyak secara minima. Biar lambat asal kuantiti minyak berbaloi dengan jumlah yang dibayar.
Lebih baik isi minyak pada waktu awal pagi atau malam.
Pastikan penapis udara bersih.
Jaga tekanan tayar.
Keluarkan barang yang tidak perlu.

Elak memandu dalam keadaan berebut atau marah.
Elak mulakan perjalanan dengan kasar.
Elak tekan break selalu.
Elak jalan sesak, rosak, berlubang dan tak rata.
Elak buka tingkap jika bawak laju.
Elak bawak barangan berat.
Elak guna tol tunai.
Elak isi minyak waktu panas terik. (Tapi kalo dah tiada minyak tu, isi je lah kan?)

Ok kawan kawan. Selamat berjimat! =)

p/s: Hmmph. Minyak dah naik. Tak boleh keluar kuantan or makan luar selalu la lepas ni. Ish. =(